IT'S BEEN A LONG WEEK

Everyone claimed I was in love with a man before Ivan, that I was insanely in love with him I had to give up my powers and come on earth to be with him. If I was insanely in love with him like my mother claimed then why did my heart deflate when she told me that he was alive and there's a chance that we might have met? Also, the slight chance that we might have met, I tried to rack my brain trying to think of the men that I've met if I perhaps felt any intimate connection with them.