Nyavari

Loisa Satee was born yet people were unhappy because of it. As she grow old, she realize no one was willing to love her even just a small amount of it. No one was willing to give her anything. But as she finally became an adult, the emperor, her father, made a deal with her. A deal in exchange for her leaving the palace. Even though Loisa did not like the idea of leaving, she knew she had no choice, so she decided to marry the Duke of Bastion, who is powerful and popular. She liked him a lot and the emperor agreed to that condition. And so they both get married but the duke ignored her and gave her a cold shoulder. Loisa doesn't like it and frowned didn't know she will die in a few years. And so she died by an arrow pierced unto her heart. But she was surprised that she was awake and not dead. So she promises she will live this life for herself this time. Will she be able to find her happiness?

In the Next Life, I Will Live For Myself

Loisa Satee is a beautiful and wonderful child that was born into a not-so-wonderful family. She was a princess with royal blood but in people's eyes she was only an "Abandoned Child". Her silver hair and blue eyes can be seen shining just like the stars in the night sky. And a lot of people adored her appearance, yet people hated her because she was the daughter of a mere commoner. She doesn't care about other people's words and ignored them. Because the truth is, she only wants to get love from her family.


But her being born was not the happiest day for the royal family. And even though she is a princess yet she often been called the daughter of the outsider. Since her mother was just a seller of silks, That one day slept with the royal prince which was today the emperor of the Satee Kingdom.


Growing up with stuff she doesn't like she was unhappy but still she always forced a smile. But the truth is, she often yearns for different things such as love. She tried to get that from her father and other half siblings yet no one gave her even just a small piece of love from their hearts.


She envied and was jealous of what the other kids had that she don't. A loving family, siblings who played and laughed together, and loving parents such as a mother and father.


But she is often confused about what happened to her mother?


Her mother is gone without her even knowing the reason why.


As she grow old she kept on yearning for even just the smallest piece of love yet no one still ever gave her some because she was only an abandoned child in lots of people's eyes.


But as she grow old, She met a dashing Duke at a ball, he was the Duke of Bastion. He was a very handsome man, popular among the ladies, a Powerful guy, His a loyal knight and very rich that is even richer than the royal family. The Duke asked her for a dance and her heart beat so fast and agreed quickly. They dance and Loisa was very happy about that But she didn't think any special about him asking for a dance because she knew the duke often randomly picks a lady to dance with him at every ball he was present. But she can't help but quickly fell in love with his remarkable appearance and personality. But what attracts her more about him was his smile which made her heart melt.


 While they dance she was focused on both his smiles and eyes. She wishes to dance with him more but she knew he was a guy out of her reach so she controlled her emotion and denied having any feelings for him.


But one day it all changes, The emperor invited her to dinner. and she was happy about his invitation that finally, she can eat with her father. But as they eat together the emperor decides to make a deal with her in exchange for her finally leaving the palace.


(The Start of her First Life)