Ryan memories , back..

instantly hold back of hugging him,he chuckled, at this time I felt very familiar , like his energy gets familiar , for a fraction of second I was lost in the energy, but then I realised what really going on around me.

As soon as the night came, we all got together at the very lengthy dining table , has every kind of dishes , I saw the entire familyy, gerty she was almost 80 years old ,Ryan mother and father same as karden's family, again I got trapped in ryans eyes he saw me the way he used to saw me at the period we loved , but I cracked the eye contact.

karden noticed me committing this to Ryan.

"Juliet Gerty gazes swallowed my whole structure"

I don't know how I am going to manage here.all of us completed eating and moved to our room ,I was in my room before karden came ,I had a master plan to avoid karden.

Simple but made my bed on the floor , now he won't disturb me,I am in the thought to visit my college but I have to wait for at least a day because it won't seem good when I go to the places suddenly after marriage, while,I was serious and involved karden entered the room he saw me laying down,even though I noticed him i had hide my face with my hands.

why you are choosing here?, he inquired.

I had pretended to sleep , he too believed that I am really sleeping.

but unexpected was he lifted me then placed on the bed and he laid on the floor,

why he is so nice!, what going on in my life?

but I should not fall for him ,I am so strong.

The morning I opened my eyes , the first picture was karden, he was tangeled inside a bed sheet ,I felt so guilty to see him having hard times because of my behaviour,at least do my responsibility , so decided to do my job as a wife.

I did his stuffs done for his shower , because he have a meeting today , his suits as well , it looked like he was to wake up , then I walked away from the place and joined with Mrs Liam , they had been preparing foods for breakfast for the members, gaby brought a plate of foods for Ryan to his room itself.

he never acted to that way , he only take his food attending dining tAble , but here the scene is new , how has he changed these much? , maybe the reason he got injured before?

In the same situation I had a dought that,I should take the foods to karden same as her,I don't know what to do?luckily kardens mom came , for first I just hesitated a little to ask her but I executed.

Aunt ,if you don't mind shall I know how to serve your son, please?

he will come to the dining table, she said.

'Thank you so much '

She provided warmth through the smile at last of the conversation.

Promptly gathering the dishes to the table, furthermore he came with a neat look , He got surprised , with a little smile he had his food and grabbed his files accordingly walked to outside , I had walked behind to the entrance shockingly he turned back , then gave a peck on cheek , he left.

Ahhhhh!, what happens here?

the twist was Ryan noticed this , how he can take this?, he will conclude that I am venom, because I am not supposed to be like this after Ryan went away.he will think I just acted in the love, if he remembers my memories.

He was already gone dull when he saw us.

Anyways,I went to my room after finishing breakfast,and then called lily to get information about the excavation project.

With the single ring ,she responded.

she congrats me , then enquired about my life, we discussed it for a few minutes, then she confirmed that the excavation project going to be held later four days.she also pressured, the team already working there, if we are interested then can participate even before the actual day.

Suddenly she asked me about my love life, how she asking even though she knew about my life.

so...obvious"

she asked as fun but it hurts.

Anyway she needs me to live cheerily.

we end up the conversation,my thoughts are fully about to go to paradise forest

I don't know the reason but something within me triggered me to visit and explore the temple constructed by the ancients.

why I am lagging behind ,I was here for year's but I can't find even a single chance to visit the forest, this makes me sense , whenever I think about paradise forest,

At the same time, I heard someone knocking on the door, who is it?

I stood in front to open the door, but suddenly I remembered yesterday what took place , previous karden was there and now only me,I can't control if this will be Ryan, by went close and I saw through the hole, according to my fears he came,

now I am sure I won't unlock it, but he starts to knock frequently, this time he was very clear and steady yet it may be not a better decision to meet him.why he is making trouble?, he isn't satisfied with what he and his mother done to me?why they are keep on chasing me? very disgusting! .

After some time I noises reduced maybe he was gone,even though I have lots of love for him I am not supposed to accept now, it will be not fair at all,anyway he left the place.

what is his problem? ,I called him through mobile , to know why he doing this , he attends the call ,I was very nervous to ask .

hello, why you came to the room?,I asked.

because I need to meet you now , can you please allow me, said Ryan.

what are you saying , there is nothing to talk with me , then why you are disturbing me, are you and mother have some other plans to destroy my life?,I am asking you , tell me.

I have something to ask you, please give a permission, said Ryan.

whatever it is tell me via phone, or else meet me after karden comes.

what?karden , he is that much more important than me blayer?why are you involving others in between us?, he said.

what between us!, are you got your memories back?,I asked.

yes ,I got my memories back , shall we meet ?he asked.

I was very happy to hear and got excited but when I think about karden , everything just dropped.

no Ryan , are you forget that we both are got married to the persons, now impossible to meet you and also ever, just leave me,I said.

when I cut the call I can only hear his shouting and crying voices with full of frustration.

but I can't help.