Jane looked at the two kids before her and her heart was filled with so much warmth
She kissed them both again and slept beside them, the events of the day kept flashing in her mind, she could not believe that Chris would take her to see a movie
As she remembered the butterflies in her tummy rose again, she couldn't help but fall in love with him, regardless of the precautions that she was trying to take, she couldn't help the way her heart kept beating for him and with what he did today the amount of love she has for him has multiplied
But she was so scared of what the future held, she was just a maid and there was no way that she could compete with Angel over Christopher
She now has a reason to want to be with him, Jane turned out to be his daughter, and she was happy for the little girl, at least she has a caring and awesome father, even though Chris is having a hard time accepting her, she knows he will still come around, he just needs time to adjust to everything
She also had a hard time accepting that she was carrying the child of the man that destroyed her life to an extent, if not that she was raped that night, she and Cassie would have escaped successfully and they would be fulfilling their dreams as they have planned
But still, she was grateful that something precious as her child came out of everything
She was deep in her thoughts and they drifted to sleep
Chris took his bath and changed into something more comfortable, he looked at the time and saw that it was past 11 pm already, he decided to go to Jane's room to spend the night, it was just hours since he last saw her and he missed her already
He walked carefully to her door and knocked quietly, he didn't want to wake anybody up or be caught so he could only knock like someone whose hand was broken
He didn't get any response, he guessed that she could not hear him, he was a bit frustrated, there was no way he was going back to his room without having seen Jane
He decided to push the door and luckily for him as he twisted the knob the door opened
He got inside her room and found that the lights were still on, she must have slept off, he moved closer to the bed, and he saw that Jane was also on the bed, it seemed she liked Jane she thought cause she also slept here the other night
He checked if there was any space left for him to sleep in the bed and luckily for him there was still space that he could manage very close to Jane he knew he wouldn't be comfortable but he didn't mind as long as he was able to sleep here
He immediately positioned himself close to Jane, he didn't want to wake her up but she woke up anyway
Jane noticed that there was someone beside her, the smell was familiar even though she was still asleep she could sense that it was Christopher but to be sure she turned her head and saw Chris staring at her
She could not help but smile and he smiled back as well
Jane adjusted a little bit moving closer to Jane so Chris could be more comfortable
Chris kissed her on the lips softly and briefly
"You should go back to sleep" he urged her
"What about you, ain't you going to sleep?" she asked him.
"'Don't worry about me I just want to watch you sleep," he said as he stroked her hair with his fingers until she fell asleep again
Chris could but help but stare at her beautiful face, she looked so beautiful and innocent
Chris could not bring himself to sleep, a lot was running through his mind at the moment
He has no idea what to do with the fact that he has a daughter with that slut, he can't imagine anything good coming out of that witch
But then again there's nothing that he can do about it
He walked to the window and stayed there, he glanced at Jane and smiled
As for Jane, he's also confused, she makes him happy and he always wants to be around her, he wants to protect and make crazy love to her
"could it be that I'm in love with her?" he asked himself
He doesn't know if what he feels for her is love but it is something special
He took another look at her and his heart could not help but beat faster, it seemed as though he was in love with this girl
But he can't bring himself to be happy, he already made a vow to never be happy unless he finds that girl and pays for what he did to her
He needs to offload this weight of guilt that he has been carrying around all these years
He needs to find her only then can he have a chance for happiness
First thing tomorrow he would call Anthony for updates
He didn't feel like being here again, he kissed Jane on her lips and left the room to go into his room
After he left, Jane sat up on the bed
She heard him when he was contemplating if he was really in love with her or not she could not help but feel happy deep down in her
That could only mean that she meant something to him, he either does not know it or he was just too afraid to open just like Grace said
Tomorrow she would tell Grace everything