if one disaster isnt enough add another

I woke up from my nightmare.

That's right, the day I was seen by Omega.

Now I have to get up from my bed and immediately accept whatever I get when I leave this room.

"I'd rather die of torture than die of shame"

I got up and prepared to take a shower, I walked quickly to the bathroom and immediately took a shower.

After I was done, I got dressed up because today was the day I had to go meet the health ambassadors from around the world.

For what reason? Because the vaccine I used in Africa and the body part growth drug in the eastern Mediterranean are well known to people. All the people we treated told us who invented the drug.

And unfortunately my team can't keep their mouths shut, only Raylo can. A Friend Who is not a snitch.

I'm happy to be friends with you Raylo.

Remind me to give him the super soldier serum.

I set off without even having breakfast.

I used the Drone to the meeting place, of course I became a spectacle again.

I got out of the car and ordered the Drone to go home.

I walked to the meeting hall, I sat in the representative of the United States.

Many reporters and mass media reporters are covering this.

A lot of people were chatting with me about youth medicine and so on.

I just answered as needed because basically my medicine had become widespread, so why bother explaining.

Everyone gathered, and the meeting began.

"Thank you for giving up your time to come to this meeting" The host explained the time used in the meeting.

This meeting was about one thing, why didn't I share my formula?

"How is Professor Antonio" The host of this meeting asked me.

"Please continue the session" The host continued the session until the question and answer session.

I will be ready to fight them all, even if I have to be the world's number one enemy.

I can live on another planet, because my airship is ready to be used anytime.

"Why don't you share with us your formula?"

"First, I only made a vaccine for Africans as a token of their hard work to survive in the wild. I created immunity for them as well as health for the entire fauna there. so why would I share it with you guys who have a near zero percent chance of getting infected?"

"But that's irrelevant to the question."

"Rephrase the question" I leaned back in my chair.

"Why don't you share your formula with us?"

"We are not? Not us, but we. I assume the definition of we is the use of all my creations not for our people, humans. but us, our country. is that correct?"

"You are mistaken."

"Then tell me, what happens if the vaccine is widely distributed and monitored by whom? Can you guarantee that all the vaccines that I give. I'm sorry, the vaccine that I created can be evenly distributed to every human being on this planet."

"That is the mutual consent of every representative in this meeting" I drank water and took a deep breath.

"A representative is just a representative, it does not include all the opinions, beliefs, and views of the people in the place you represent. And the burden you carry is heavier than the official sitting behind that screen" I pointed at the camera.

"That's not relevant"

"Then what do you mean by relevant" I was getting impatient with this nonsense.

"You should be distributing this vaccine to people all over the world as well as the body growth drug too" I paused and thought quietly.

"Fine, I'll share every disease vaccine in Africa with the rest of the world, but I refuse to share the body growth drug" I remained selfish, I knew this was going to be bad.

"Why are you so stubborn about your second medicine?"

"I'm stubborn for several reasons, I don't want my medicine to be used for harmful things. I don't want my medicine to be used as a medium of exchange"

"What does that mean?"

"I've seen the casualties of war, where it's a child. Innocent, confused, and what he's carrying, a remote-controlled bomb strapped to his body. just to blow up a hospital where the casualties of war are. I imagine how the child explodes into pieces and the hysterical screams of the suffering hospital patients, helpless in their beds. who panic just to save themselves even though their bodies are badly injured. and what are you doing here? Sitting quietly enjoying a comedian's TV show? Or just filling out paperwork that contains deceit and nonsense? Come on, I don't want my medicine to be used for war, or as an excuse for war. I just want peace, if peace requires sacrifice then I will sacrifice my pride to be considered a criminal for all the crimes I did not commit, sacrifice will require death, so the question is who? Who dies? Me? You? Or someone who has no connection at all? You decide" They were silent and I went back to drinking, then I took a deep breath.

"It's for the survival of human life, so don't put your ego first" I looked at this person strangely, Me? Egoist? If the system didn't punish me for all my crimes, maybe I would have made this world beautiful.

" Egoist? I am egoistic, but not cruel. If you or whoever you are sat on the throne of your illusory kingdom, I still wouldn't give you my medicine."

"You've thrown away your humanity."

"Say it in front of those who cause wars, say it to those who make others suffer, say it to yourself right now. I've given my medicine of eternal youth to you, the old generation can again live to enjoy the remnants of their time back to youth as before. Is that less humane? I've also given vaccines for diseases that even you have trouble with, is that less humane? Tell me, of those two things, am I not humane enough?" Feel it damn it.

I kept holding my medicine because it was my creation, and I had the right to manage it.

We all argued for 13 hours, taking a 3-hour break in between.

And in the end, I relented but I gave them a warning.

"Whatever you do with my medicine, I will not be held responsible" I left the meeting and went home.

"Omega"

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Strange? Why didn't she answer this time.

I bathed and ate alone, for some reason I felt lonely.

Omega was the only one who accompanied me at times like this. Now she is gone.

I am alone in this world, in this country, in this house, at this table.

I feel tears running down my cheeks.

This is what it's like, when you get too high and you're alone in the end.

[Selfish: Bad Karma

Slander: Bad Karma

Hiding the truth : Bad Karma

Greed : Bad Karma

Arrogant : Bad Karma

Honest : Good Karma]

(Punishment : -)

(Reward : -)

What? There was no punishment or reward, everything I did and feared while there was just an exercise in futility.

I held back my anger, and went to my bed to sleep.

I tried to close my eyes to sleep but why did I always wake up and cry.

What's wrong with my opinion, what's wrong with my fear, what's wrong with my fear of being punished.

What? Tell me.

What is wrong with me.

I experienced various emotions on my bed.

Sadness, anger, wrath, disappointment, fear, joy and many more but why? Why am I alive, what is my reason for living if it is like this.

I'm like an inventor who carries a lot of quality goods but doesn't know where to go.

I'm tired, I'm really tired.

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I wake up and look at my ceiling.

I want to sleep a little longer but I don't want to, I have to be productive even if I have to be willing to be fucked by society every day.

I got up from the bed and went to the bathroom, before entering the cubicle I checked Omega, I checked all the corners of the bathroom.

It was safe.

I showered cheerfully while singing. In between my singing, I checked outside my cubicle.

It was safe.

I rinsed myself and put on my clothes.

I walked towards the dining table and saw a ceremony.

I saw that my dining table was decorated by Omega.

A box-shaped chocolate cake, as well as balloons with the words 'Happy Birthday'.

I saw a small photo where all of them were pictures of me walking around with Omega.

But there was one strange photo of me kissing Omega in a wedding dress.

I don't ever remember taking that picture.

We feasted together, and laughed together.

Maybe this is my life, the life of my fantasy world.

A fantasy reality that came true.

"Thank you Omega" Omega approached me and sat beside me.

"I'm glad for this."

I'm confused, a gift? What gift?

Omega pulled my face towards her and we kissed.

I kissed Omega, and I admit that her lips were somehow a little cold like iron. I immediately broke the kiss.

Omega licked her lips like an erotic woman.

[Doing indecent things: Bad Karma

Kissing a person not of the same race: Bad Karma]

(Punishment: Put in Hell

Mouth burned

Mouth inserted hot lead

body whipped

body skinned alive

....)

Omegaaaaa, I hate you.