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"So tell me, Auntie. Why did the Minto village head pay for all the costs of Manis's grandmother's hospital? Aren't you two relatives? I was curious yesterday. investigate me. Because it's true, this old woman the past few days seems to be avoiding me. In fact, usually she who is in charge of taking care of my room is replaced with Amah's aunt.

Aunt Sari looked furious. She kept twisting the hem of her shirt. Meanwhile, her eyes were all over the place. It was as if he was looking for an excuse to escape again.

"Tell the truth, Auntie. It's me, your nephew's friend," I begged.

"Actually, the Minto village head has a heart with Manis. He has wanted to propose to Manis several times. But, Manis has refused several times. In the past ...," she said hesitantly. "Actually, I can't tell anyone about this, after all, Master. But--"

"Back then? What do you mean?" cut me. I held my aunt Sari's hand tightly, hoping she would tell me more.

"Now, it seems that Manis has received a proposal from the Minto village head. But on one condition, after her grandmother recovers."

I immediately shut up, and didn't say anything else. My head suddenly felt heavier. Even the mother who greeted me did not answer. To the point, she kept me from going.

"What are you doing, Jun?" mom asked. I'm still silent. She touched my cheek, then caressed it. "What are you doing? Why are you crying, Jun? Tell mommy?" she repeated.

I hugged my mother's body tightly. Trying to find peace there. I miss this body that I hold tightly until my heart feels warm.

"My friend, mother. My friend..." I said. "Why would he accept the old widower's proposal? I really don't want to."

Now, my mother touched my face again. With both hands. She smiled crookedly, and so soothing.

"You mean Manis? You're not willing why?" she asked. I nodded.

"I'm the older brother. How can an older brother let his sister marry an old widower, mother? I don't accept it," I said.

"Then, what kind of man do you want Manis to marry?"

"A good man, who can take care of herself and her family."

Mother smiled again, then she led me into the room.