CHAPTER – 30 HIS PROPOSAL.

"Today her parents visited her," I said to Fango.

"That is cool bro, you gained some space in her heart" he smiled.

" I couldn't find any other ways Fango because when I visited her home I saw her dad then I tried to say the truth but after hearing my words he slapped me hard because what I did to his daughter is not acceptable and I know that too, then I said about my son after hearing about Loyal his heart started to melt and also I said to his dad that I am willing to marry his daughter but he said for that his daughter's wish is important because she is the one who suffered because of me and she is the one who is suffering now, I am really worried Fango, No one is there to support me now" I exclaimed worriedly.

"I understood Liam now you can ask her openly and just convey your wish to her because Baby Loyal will support your decision and even Jennifer will because you waited for her a long time and you are a good father", Fango replied.

When Fango left, with a heart full of guilt I went to meet Loyal "Dada is here, Let us go and play dada", my baby said.

"Baby I want to talk to your mom for some minutes can you please read some books for some minutes later for sure we will be playing many games", I tickled my son.

He smiled and he left us, I just waited for Jennifer to speak up but she didn't so I just " I am willing to marry you soon because I don't want delay anymore. I hope that you will accept this proposal because Loyal needs us to be together" I said nervously.

But I didn't expect this kind of reply from her "How it is possible for you to say this to me and for that, you are using my son's name, Loyal. Are you insane or what? I mean I am not healed yet and I will not heal in this lifetime, I permitted you to see my son and that is it, there is no more please don't force me you will not get any kind of benefit from me. On that day you asked me did you had forgotten what happened that night, now I am answering you Liam no I am not, even now it is haunting me like a horror story, and also I am facing many sleepless nights, and still now I am seeing you like a demon and I don't think that after marrying you I will be happy may be Loyal will be happy but once he knew what happened to his mom in the past he would never like you but don't worry I will not tell him because you are a good father and you will be", She shed tears.

"Jennifer, please I know you are in love with me and even I know that I have changed a lot for you and my baby. Please give me a second chance please I can fix everything", I pleaded.

"Yes Liam I Love you and I will love you and you will be the only person that I love the most at the same time you are the only person that I hate the most. I am a woman with self-respect what happened to me was terrible but I respect myself that is why I want to be a lonely soul all I need is the happiness of my son I request you one thing please never leave Loyal he loves you a lot even if you marry in future you are allowed here to see your son anytime" I smiled with tears.

When she said the word "Your son" I feel so happy " But giving a second chance is what I am asking for" I pleaded again.

" I already gave your second chance Liam that is why I allowed you to see Loyal. My happiness is loyal if you want me to be happy, please be the same person to Loyal as you are now, she said.

"You deserve Happiness, Jennifer I wanted to give all kinds of happiness to you Jennifer why? Aren't you accepting me" I begged for her forgiveness?

"I am not ready to accept any kind of happiness Liam I am not ready and please don't force me my whole happiness is turned into my son Loyal I am not expecting any kind of happiness", I answered.

Jennifer Listen "I ruined your life I am sorry for that. Okay, I am not forcing you but you can't stop me from coming here or loving you, about my future marriage I will not marry anyone because I have never seen such a gentlewoman like you. I think I don't deserve forgiveness from you. Because of my Madness, I ruined your life but because of my Madness I got you in my life and I am happy that even though I can't have you in my entire life as my wife I got a chance to be with you as my son's father", I cried in front of her.

she turned her face because her love for me made her feel uncomfortable while I am crying. She didn't reject me or she didn't accept me. She never asked for my money or property, she is a pure soul I did something lucky in my past life that is why I got her in this lifetime and my son is also a pure soul now it is time for me to take care of my son and my love Jennifer. I can't erase the scar in her heart but my good manners and good father look will be good medicine for her scars and I am happy because she said that she will love me for her entire life.

After spending my time with my son I left my home today I feel so happy to go home she made me understand the worth of life and the exact meaning of the word self-respect. Now she is free and she loves me moreover I am here my heart is waiting for her to accept me and It will wait no matter how long the time goes.