Chapter 55

I stood guard, fearful that he would become enraged. "I'm not going."

Ryan Campbell sipped his tea and asked, "Have you ever considered life after the baby is born?"

I am mute;  I have been thinking about it every day, and it is this topic that has bothered me.

He didn't keep talking as if he was waiting for my response. Following my meditation, I also stated, "If you don't want it... I can raise it myself."

"I must have the child follow me. I will not demand if you insist leaving us ."

I didn't say anything. I could have been able to leave himwhen I first married, because I always had such psychological preparedness. However, the baby is staying in my womb for longer, and I can feel the changes in my body day by day. I'm always daydreaming about what my baby will look like after he is born. Both boys and girls must be adorable.

It's my first child. I have it in my belly for ten months, I can't leave him so easily.