I looked up and met all eyes on me
What's this about? I thought
Aunty,did anything happen?
Where is my mum?
I asked almost at the same time.i was already scared..
I met her red eyes with mine. Looking into it like the answers were written in them
We lost your parents.. she finally said
I stood transfixed. Unable to collect and process the information in my head
I later heard that I collapsed in her arms
My parents were involved in an accident after dropping me off that morning
I didn't even get to say goodbye
All plans for the future with them..watching me graduate after studying my dream course, getting my dream job help, walking down the aisle with Dad..
All of these dreams had been trashed?
I couldn't believe it!
One night I was with them,
No rather..my brain thought
This morning I was with them and by evening I had lost them
FOREVER!
It was just too much for me
I was 5.
After the funeral, Aunty matilda who's husband had sent home volunteered to come stay with me with her 2 kids.
I never liked her though, but current events were not based on things I liked
Else my parents would have been here!
After sometime,things began to change
Aunty became more hostile to me. She was either scolding me or striking me
One day she even said;
"that's what those good for nothing parents of yours spent their life doing. Spoiling you"..
"Good for nothing?"
Did she hate my parents?
I thought they were in talking terms
What's with the attitude?
She started depriving me gradually of my right.
First was my room,next finance and sometimes food.
I was lucky my dad had already put his account on a schedule mode which means that every month the bank will release a particular amount to my school as my school fees
But, primary school's fees and middle school's fees were not the same.
Aunty refused to help out. I literally went to all of Dads friends I knew.
They each had an excuse to give after listening to my tales,that is if they did.
I couldn't believe my eyes and ears!
I thought they were his "friends."
I applied for a cleaning job. I cleaned offices at first,then eateries and even homes!
I was able to feed and register in a cheaper primary school
That was what I did, 13 years of my life before my aunty did "justice" to me
And now, I'm in someone's house. Bereft of my rights as a human, used at will and beaten as desired
Is one trouble not enough? Why so many?.. I asked in my head
The door closed and the sheets on the bed shifted
Oh no! I wailed inside me
What could I do? I lacked the strength to fight this time around
I was famished!
I looked up and all I saw was a possessed demon but I saw traces of pain in his eyes too