Dirty

Raman stood next to the window and watched the moon, recalling all that had happened in past few hours. Especially during the morning time.

He had taken a long shower open that if he cooled his mind he would stop thinking about Ella but he couldn't.

Why did her tears affect him so much? That sad look she had on her face this morning, her swollen eyes from all the crying, everything affected him more than he actually expected or thought.

Then, he couldn't deny the fact that he's actually craving to have a meal prepared by her just like this morning before going to see her in the garden.

But, seeing tears run down her cheeks killed his craving for her meal, he even stopped himself from listening to her thoughts.

Why?

She was messing with his head in a way he can't understand.

For the very first time in his life, he desperately wanted to make her smile. Not only during the morning time but he also wanted the same thing while they were on the rooftop. He still couldn't believe the fact that he made a promise to her and to himself to bring information about her parent to her only to make her happy.

In all his years of existence, he had never felt this way especially towards someone just recently met.

Why is he being so nice to her?

Why does he keep having a hard time controlling his demon around her?

Who is she?

Why is all this happening to him?

Why does he still want to keep her with him though she's torturing him this much?

The image of her beautiful sleeping face is still stuck in his head and he's having a hard time getting it out of his head.

No..

All this can't be happening to him.

He's a demon and she's a human.

He can't keep feeling this way towards that human.

Strange, weird and new.

These feelings is something he can't name, he can't wrap his head around it. She's definitely not the first human he'll be with, so why does it feel so different with her.

So many thoughts and questions popped in his head.

He should probably get some rest, everything, every single thing will be gone by dawn.

He thought before walking away from the window and headed to the trundle.

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Sitting up and blinking thrice, I ran my fingers through my hair and yawned.

It's morning, but I really can't remember how I got back into my room, the last thing I recall is gazing upon the dark night sky, enjoying the feeling of the cold air against my skin and nothing else.

I don't recall anything aside that.

I must have fallen asleep on the rooftop but I just couldn't recall anything aside that.

Could hero have brought me inside?

I thought and without realizing it, a small smile crept to my face by the thought of being brought back to my room by hero.

My thoughts were interrupted when my tummy made a loud growl and I finally came to the realization that I didn't have anything to eat last night before falling asleep.

My tummy made the loud growl again and I began rubbing my palm against my tummy.

"God, I'm starving." I mumbled.

'I'll do one thing... I'll take some fruits before going to take shower cause if I don't, I might just pass out from starvation while in the shower.' Gazing up at the wall clock, 'Hero might be still be asleep so I'll just sneak into the kitchen and grab some fruits. I can't afford him seeing me like this.' I thought.

Climbing down the trundle, I poured myself a glass of water before walking out of my room.

Walking into the kitchen, I grabbed a plate from the plate rack before walking up to the refrigerator to grab some fruits.

Rinsing the fruits, I placed them on the plate before I picked up a dinning knife and carefully and slowly began slicing the fruits, trying to avoid any noise.

With a smile on my face, I kept the dinning knife on the kitchen island and picked up a fork before I turned around and was about to leave when all of a sudden, my gaze fell on an image in on white clothes.

For a moment, my breath seized and my heart stopped beating before a loud scream escaped my lips.

"What are you doing?" His voice came in.

"Hero... You startled me. When did you get here?" I asked. My heart was beating extremely fast, I was certain I didn't hear any footsteps.

Gazing up at this beautiful creature standing in front of me, somehow, my racing heart became calm. I couldn't help but admire him in every way.

The white t-shirt he had on hugged his muscular body perfectly, he had his hands dipped in the white slim trouser he had on. His charcoal black slikly hair fell on the right side of his face making him look extremely beautiful and absolutely breath taking.

Those silver eyes of his were just too captivating and my eyes couldn't seem to escape his, getting me lost in it. Those eyes that were like they were piercing right through my soul was actually able to make my heart melt.

Right now, I can't deny the fact seen his face in the morning was a good way to start off my day despite telling myself that I didn't want to see him just yet this morning.

Wait, I didn't want to see him this morning and I just remembered why.

I haven't taken my bath and right now, I'm dirty.

I'll just have to ignore him and walk away, I also won't say anything to him. I thought to myself.

"Don't tell me you're planning on eating those fruits before taking a shower or brushing?" Raman asked, almost in disbelief.

At this moment, I was shocked and dumbstrucked.

How did he know? I don't recall saying anything to him. I thought to myself and kept thinking of what to say but nothing came out of my lips.

"Hmm... Dirty."