MEDDIE’S POV
The whole day today I have been a nervous wreck. Worrying about what is about to go down. I don’t want to get involved with these people anymore. I am already in too deep. As much as everyone has been good to me, namely, the capos and mom, it is definitely like putting your own head in the guillotine.
But, if Nikolai shows up today, then I will be proven innocent, Vittoria, Antonov and Selena will be exposed. However, this also means that Nikolai will see my face. This in turn means that if he wants, he will have the power to destruct and devastate - my family and friends - without qualms.
And when he finds out that I had double crossed him, that I am on Damiano's side...I don't even want to imagine what he will do.
He will definitely torture me, giving me a slow and painful death. Ughhhh! Why am I stuck in this fucking mess? Why does Vittoria always target me?