Forced to do something

Hate me here   …

What an expression ! 

Hate often leads to despicable things and yet Liam embraced it as if it was a natural thing .

Luna kept looking at him when he was collecting the mess she made, but he was as calm as a lake in June .

She said then :"I hate you even more when you try to hide your true self, I know that you are a devil".

He stood up when he finished cleaning his room then said :" I am not here to make you like me anyways" .

She said angrily: "I don't want to stay here, let me leave, I can't stand seeing your face every time I open my eyes" .

Liam smiled at Luna and said : "We are all forced to do something, to be someone ...we are not  free".

"You chose to be a slave !"

"And you were born to be one ! "

Luna  shook her head then replied :"Shamans are not slaves, we are pure creatures,  we fight demons for God's sake".

Liam walked to the door then said : "And you ended up in the devil's den ! If you believe in your clan you would've been with them, you were exiled,  you said it yourself …"

"Liam,  you are a monsteré.

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Something in her died the day her friends died, and he knew that perfectly. 

Liam walked with her to college, to her apartment after that too.

There was a feeling inside of him that if she disappeared this time she would do it forever. 

"You said you need to take something from your apartment?"

"It is none of your business". 

She entered her bedroom and he followed her full of curiosity,  she pushed him but he pulled her to face him and said : "Your whole existence revolves around me now" .

She lowered her head and said : "You think you are smart and you got everything figured out, well..this is not true" .

He pressed his lips into her rosy cheek then said : "You have to do something about …"

She tried not to be surprised by his kiss and said :"About ? "

He laughed then said :" I keep wanting to kiss you .."

Her face turned red in seconds, she pushed him but she said :" At your age, you should have done it a lot by now" .

Liam was very surprised by her forward words and said anxiously: "At my age ? I am not that old dear ...I am 23, I was born in August". 

"I am 23 too, I was born in September...that makes you older than me" .

"You can call me baby if you want ! "

"I won't" She replied firmly .

"And as for girls, I am a healthy man, I do it whenever I want to".

Luna forced the subject to end when she headed to change her clothes in the bathroom then returned to him.

He was sitting on her bed drowning in his thoughts when she said : "We should set some boundaries". 

Liam smiled then said : "About  What ? "

She trembled then said: "No kissing, no hugging, no intimate touching,  no sleeping in the same bed ...being around you is enough for Olrath to disappear". 

Liam walked towards her and grabbed her hand, he pushed her to the bed and started kissing her aggressively. She felt dizzy as he kept touching her waist. 

Every kiss felt like a moment  in heaven and her heart pumped more blood than usual .

His heat was spreading in her small body, her lungs started to fail providing oxygen for her brain …

Every move led her to fall into his arms even more ..

She couldn't  push him ..

He was kissing her like his life depends on it .

"Stop.."

She fought  to say that word but he said as calmly as he could :" I can't  .."

She closed her eyes, her resistance faded seconds from that ..

He was doing what he wanted to do and more ..

"Liam.."

Saying his name with her soft voice and taken breaths made him kiss her passionately even more .

"Yes ...yes ...say my name ...say it ...say it my ...Isa"  .

He was going crazy for  a kiss and she was absent minded at that moment. 

All she felt was his tender lips pressing her nec , her cheeks, her arms, her forehead…

It was like a dream …

But yet she wanted to be over …

"Liam...i can't.."

He raised his head then said while looking  at her :"You 've had enough for today" .

She touched his face with her eyes still closed then said: "Why ...you are doing this to me ?" 

"I tamed you " .

"I bet that you want to do this with everyone, I am just …"

He put an index in front of her lips and said :" shhhhh...you don't want to know what I want to do with you …"

"Kill me …"

"I won't stop doing this when you keep saying this nonsense".

This 11 th time was already messed up to the point where she wanted to die to start all over again .

Luna couldn't even exchange looks with Liam. 

She was definitely ashamed of what's happening between them. 

For her, she was buying some time to stand on her feet again .

But to him ….

She didn't even know what his thoughts were in this matter. 

Liam smiled then said: "I will kill you when the time comes" .

"No , you won't". 

She wanted to say "You never did even when you killed my entire clan " 

But she said with a husky voice :"I am not planning to stay here, listen to me carefully,  I am leaving when I decide that". 

"Since your return, you have been acting weird and absent minded…did you meet someone there in your hometown?" 

Luna didn't answer him and instead she pushed him away from her. 

She stood then and looked at him angrily then said  :"You are involved in their deaths!"

"This again !"

"You bastard,you are responsible for their deaths, I hope you rot in hell, you monster,  I hope you die soon"