Harming you is inevitable

When Liam opened his eyes again, he realized that he was sleeping there resting his head on her lap.

 He felt a bit relieved because he was closer to her but when the memory of what he did hit him, he felt terrible. 

She was sleeping too, with her back leaning on his head, he fixed her position and sat next to her with a horrific guilt .

The bruises turned violet and blue and little green in some spots .

He thought to himself. That must be painful!

He let his hand touch her neck, she moved a bit because his fingers were cold .

He leaned towards her then said : "Why do I keep hurting you?" .

Liam wasn't waiting for an answer to that question .It was a fact.He hurted her ..

He would keep doing that ..

Apparently, this would happen even without his desire. 

He kissed her bruised neck then joined her to bed putting his arm around her .

'I Can't kill you of course, because you are a part of me now but ….harming you is inevitable".