chapter 18

After she could no longer feel the presence of the voice, she went out and stood on the terrace.

Her mind was confused. She didn't know where she was and why she could not do anything she willed.

The hot breeze blew over her face making her white hair cover her face. She placed her hands on the stair railing to support herself.

" How do you like this place? "

A voice exactly like hers spoke. She turned around to see herself seated on a barrel.

" So your me from the past? What is going on really? "

" That's why am here to explain it. When I pulled you in I allowed your subconscious to enter into my body in the past so that you can see all that happened before. You cannot take any action to interfere with the events here so all you can do is watch and understand everything that transpires"

" Do you.... " The white haired Blu had disappeared just as she came.

" What a scruny little bitch "She whispered

Her eyes shifted focus to the bird on the tree.It was feeding worms to it's chicks as they made little noises to express their hunger.

" so she means I completely have no control. let me see about that "

She tried to wave at the birds but her hand did not even move by an inch.

" darn that she had to be right"

She walked back into the room but this time the lights were out.

It felt chilly despite the heat that threatened to engulf her when she was outside. She took a step and fell deeper into the darkness. Her shock did not even allowed her to scream in horror but before she could understand her situation, she felt her body go numb.

The room was bright again but her body was once again stiff.

" It was the same darkness that overcomes me when she dragged me into the lake. So each time I move through time it takes a toll on my body " she sighed softly.

A little tap on the door and he walked into the room. Samhel looked more manly. Unlike the frail creature that was about to be executed.

He wore only a pair of black leather trousers which hung loosely around his waist. He didn't bother to tighten them.Infact it seemed he let it hang there simply to entice her.

He carried a tray filled with juicy red grapes and freshly squeezed wine.

placing it gently on the table, he crawled to her on the bed and planted a soft kiss on her cheek .She turned to him biting her lips as her eyes trailed down to his chest. Her fingers traced little circles around them until he suddenly grabbed her hand and climbed on top of her. His face was so close to hers allowing their nose to touch.

" I am so glad I saved you from that poison plant though it ended up pushing you to the death traps."

She chuckled softly " I don't mind dying if it is by your hands"

" Not really what you would have said if I had really been out to kill you that day.I just feel so blessed to have you in my life. I love you Blu and nothing will ever affect my feelings for you. I hope that oneday, we will fill our home with the voices of our own children - a peaceful home for the both of us " he pecked her cheeks.

" I want a girl. A baby girl "

" I don't care whether it's a boy or a girl. They will be just as beautiful as you are with a heart and smile like yours. That I am very much sure of"

" And they will be as strong as their father with so much courage to do what their heart desire. "

" We could work on those babies right now if you want " a smirk hanged at the corners of his lips.

She pushed him off her quickly standing up.

" you are very impatient. When you tell my father of your purest intentions for me, then only will I willingly bare my self to you. Without any struggle"

" Funny that you think Lucifer bothers about things like this. Look at where we are. Sin runs here like it is life. And yet you still want to follow procedures "

" I am not some random demon that goes around having his way. I am his daughter and the heir to his throne. Father will only allow a man who is strong enough to be by my side. And never make the mistake to assume that he cares about love "

She stormed out of the room completely ignoring his calls.