Arc I Ch.18: To Sacrifice (Part 2)

"BLEGH!"

After I was back in Leo's room, I had been throwing up since the very first second I had got myself in front of the toilet.

"Ah... Ha..."

It was like all the guilt, the pressure - all kinds of negative feelings - got processed into a big pile of mush and then pushed out of my stomach.

Aside from feelings, my thoughts, too, played a huge role.

'Because I was helpless the whole fight, that was why Leo almost got himself killed.'

'If I could do something, things wouldn't turn out that way.'

"Ugh--?!"

As they kept bubbling up in my head, my body kept suffering.

'But what could this weak me even do...?'

'One month passed since I had become a Hunter, yet I had always been half-hearted about the whole demon hunting thing.'

'My weak ass couldn't save anyone.'

'I can't save anyone.'

'I won't be able to save anyone.'

'Adel Ozwald is a wimpy coward who can't save anyone.'

"BLEGH!!!"