She moved her head. "I'm not you." As a result, my opinion is meaningless."
"Jackie is extremely nice to me. Actually, I can't stand it. But … Sigh, I'm so conflicted. "All I want to know is how other people would pick and... Are you as hesitant as I am?"
"If I were you, I would think about whether or not I love this man." I will not question whether or not this man loves me if both of these prerequisites are met. After all, this is the manifestation of love, therefore of course I want to bear this child.
Furthermore, you and Second Master are married. Second Master wants you to have this child because he wants a child. He is fully qualified to demand that you have this child as your husband, the father of this child."
Cathelina Bright's main difficulty right now, she thought, was that she hadn't positioned herself properly.
She didn't want to have this child because she was terrified of Second Master's legs, or because she was afraid she wouldn't be able to care for it.