I suddenly got this wave of fear that something terrible is going to happen to my mother. Now why would I have that fear, it made no sense but it was there. I cried and cried a lot, hiding my face behind my shirt sleeves but my face was all red and teary. My seatmate noticed and asked me what was wrong, I just shook my head. What could I have said.
I went home and mother was fine. I felt stupid but this was not the only incident. This was the fear I used to feel every once in a while. Does that make me sound crazy? I don't know. Let me know in your next letter, if you are not scared away but all this. (So you know, I am laughing like stupid. Ignore the bad jokes.)
I don't know why I can't be normal.