CH 125 ~ Longing

Rennie's Pov~

I was genuinely happy today. 

After a long time, I didn't have to pretend that I was okay, faking my smiles as this little angel made me feel happy today. 

Everything I had learnt in the parental classes eighteen months ago finally came handy. 

I knew how to make him burp, how to change his diapers, how to hold him and play with him. 

This feeling was surreal. 

Only if I wasn't stubborn that day and gave him a chance to explain himself, then I would have my Raphael with me today. 

He would be with me, everyone would be happy. 

They think I don't know but I clearly know how hurt they are. 

All of them were also looking forward to his birth just like me. 

But they were only hiding their pain to console me. 

Especially Alex. 

I kept blaming him for everything, everyone rebuked him but it wasn't even his fault.