Chapter 2 - Arc Of Development

Swimming In Circles :

I know a lot a stuff are out of your League but think a second what if you are capable of those stuff but we don't know that you may surprise us with your skills or talent and make our day better by start doing your best to surpass yourself and others by doing stuff you can do with a passion .

and your high spirit makes you do the impossible and making it possible for others to do because that's what you do , you succeed and Inspire others to succeed .

I start rapping when I Was 12 Years Old i wasn't good at first but I get all over thousand views and I was happy with it .

After that they start making fun of me because I wasn't good .

I didn't sit back and feel sorry that I wasn't good i start practicing and writing and developing my Voice to Sound Better and it tooks years for me to become Who Am and still learning and developing to get to higher levels of creativity and succes .

I Will write different rihms about different stories and things that makes the song catchy and fun .

and sometimes I Freestyle to others and they like it .

it's all part of my journey making is better then wasting your time feeling sorry about living in a third world country .

but I won't let my dreams be buried i will make it and tell everybody I was like you too .

and help them chase their goals in life better then wasting their life on being In a circle .

I want them to know that the person without a goal is nothing even if he had everything .

because the goal will make it all clear for you and your vision from being a delusion .

if something annoys you mind it .

ask for permission then take over but before that ask permission .

so you can know if you in the right path or not because nothing Is like stepping forward In Your life and every day may be your last so don't stop believing and doing what you love and you can't be inspired by money because nobody shows you how to do it you just have to figure out by your own and eventually you will become what you want to become without Any Doubt but you don't have to doubt yourself a lot instead of that get better so you can accomplish Everything you want step by step till you have it possibility to move a mountain and after you develop more and learn more you will have the possibility Of moving a Everest even just a little bit with The will Of Iron nothing going to stop you even If You stocked In Third world country Or worse you just find the rope or climb with your bare hands but the risk will always be here but god gave you a brain to think of a solution not only begging for someone to take you to the top .

what if you're the only person in Earth what you gonna do tell are you going to wait for the last day of your life or try to find meaning In Life and again you're alone but you are capable of living life and no one gonna stop you from trying to survive

but remember you not the only one so don't stop chasing your dreams and goals because wealth alone can't make you happy .

so search for love search for challenges search for meaning in life and search for your religion and your afterlife .

Keep Believing You May Face :

Nothing is A Waste You don't have to haste or slow down you just keep moving forward .

don't let anybody stop you from becoming better and better because getting better will help you get rich Inside and maybe get rich outside .

I believe I will become something big sooner Or Later its not just a dream it's a goal need to be accomplished my friend even if they hate it that's not your problem .

don't ask me for wisdom because I lack it too just like you but we still capable of changing the world together .

and I hope we change it to the better so other people can live in it .

many chances will come to us because God bless us with a blessing named life .

and life won't stop on you or someone else so blow your talents and you may become a Star who knows you may surprise everyone with your success and it will be the best revenge against the people who want to see you down without doing anything about your life did you see you as nobody like you see yourself right now .

don't let the mirror judge you .

you are who you are , you judge what you see in the mirror like ones someone said .

what you say or what you do may change other people lifes .

love it or hate it but you chose to change it to the better or the worse and that's completely up to you .

but the worst thing that you Don't change a thing at all , you not even trying and that is actually the worst thing ever .

being scared is dangerous more than Danger himself If you're scared you won't do anything, face your nightmares then get rid of it Or it will chase you for the rest of your life .

I was scared of camera at first I don't like the camera but now I started to get used to it .

because I didn't want to look ugly at the camera Now I don't care if Am Ugly to be honest .

because one day I will disappear and my ugly picture will less that's all .

and all I have to do Is being myself especially in the picture , If I can't be myself then what's the point of taking a picture .

simple as that don't get it twisted , it's your face its your position do it like you wish when you finish have a dish and forget about it , believe me they won't forget about your picture even if you look silly .

Who's Gonna Stop You except God when you hold your dreams that badly just tell me .

you see nothing , you feel nothing , empty stuff just failed you .

you don't believe in anything you don't stand for anything and you are feeling like your mocked .

but if god is with you and you still believe in him you will keep moving forward without hesitation and that's a powerful key to happiness and gratitude you don't need somthing is not yours .

you don't need to be deceived all the time and of course life is a struggle sometimes you make it and sometimes you don't get even close to what you want but be grateful with what you have and God will give you more .

you may think that's so simple but remember that simple stuff are the things who brings you a happy life with a happy family members that really care About You and this is even bigger then your dreams and our dreams combined because we Are happy even without money and the life real thing because the real thing isn't as important as the simple things that makes you smile and feel thankful that God blessed you with one of his unlimited blessings .

Life Is A Struggle :

It's a hard thing trying to find a key for the next door but you know what's harder ?

finding the golden key that stays inside you all the time and you didn't even thought about it because you lost confidence and you are desperate just like me .

I mean wake up the only thing is real is you and no one no Metter who it is can say something else about yourself , personality Or how you look .

Metter fact you're here cuz God chose you for a reason .

remember that no one can't change you but they can change the way you thing .

and this is a disease the way we Think we need to find a way to stop the routine of it .

and thank god for every blessing that changed us and made us feel special .

having a fantasy like mine will let you down in the dark but sometimes you gotta hide to show up better .

don't be part of depression forget the past and the people who didn't give you anything even didn't said anything good about you .

that is part of soul freedom and mind others so they can change what they think about you .

I like when the chours begin again because if I devolop I can make it sound better .

Sooner or later I will reach my dreams .

but I want to enjoy the journey at least ,

i don't want to get there so soon .

I want to be ready for it .

I want to be glad to do it .

Happy to live it .

and finally leave a name and something that live in people's hearts forever .

Why did I lost myself and why did I stop writing for a while because I forgot my self and what's important to me .

this will happen again and again in your life remember that God is watching you struggle to find gold in your soul or even diamonds because nothing comes easily to be honest you have to break hard stuff like a rock and you can't break it with your hands and you can go through it with the will of iron .

and the book is not gold but he can be a cure to your broken Will and defeated soul and most importantly a light in your mind that see through the darkness so don't let yourself be dragged down by this unseen World .

am glad that I escaped this world thanks to the religion .

in front of God you're nothing you're just weak but in front of other people you just as powerful as Warriors so fight to community and yourself so you can win big in this world and gratitude is powerful thing to protect you from ungrateful position but don't let it drag you down to Hell .

don't be happy while you a defeated person fight to get stronger prove that you a true servant of God because if you prove it to other people you just a loser even if you a winner in this life .

don't let materials for you don't let your eyes fool you and don't let your mind and heart deceive you from the very cold , hard , hell , truth .

but if wanna deceive yourself from pain and disease and hide situations that's a brave move .

if deny it to stay in it then you have to just wait for your death because God gave you a mind and you denying it as well and if keep this up you have to deny your existence because your soul is broken .

that's what is depression all about an illusion made by the devils and humans to keep you poor and lonely and to be used forever if you don't accept this then get yourself in shape that will make you feel that you accomplished person at least in your body and After that you have to training your mind and heart on focusing and not doubting your decisions in life even if the decision is a dead end find a hole and break it make your way through everything even if people die people get lost that won't be the end of the world at least before the Antichrist arrive .

it will be the most corruption of all time when he's in this world walking without chains because his hell is heaven and is heaven Is Hell everything is backwards and if you a weak believer you will be making the worst decision of your life just by meeting him so run and don't let him get closer to your desires .

have your philosophy in life because a person without philosophy is just a worm in the chicken beak .

Art Of Simple Pleasures :

Simple Pleasures that the drug addicts follow it's a complex pleasure and because of the illusion this world can be no longer a pleasure it becomes a miserable , human , woman , child , family and most importantly Society , so its a destructive pleasure that will lead you to hell alone and before that a Hell in your life .

you will forget the taste of the true pleasures that make you love people and most surely yourself .

the pleasures become habits and the bad habits will absorb your success and turn it into a failure and you have the choice to accept it and get stocked in it but only people with flames in their soul will run from that situation .

the habits can also become a drug that kill your will so remember to make a move everyday even a few steps but just keep going inside this light and you may Enlighten people with you .

you may change people's lifes into the better or the worse but at least change something so people won't forget about you .

it's like a story of a lost person who deceiving himself so he may thing he's not making the difference but the truth Is you made the difference since you born you changed the life of your father and mother , you helped them to get a purpose in life you where a goal you are the biggest joy and the best experience for those both and you was the painful experience in her life .

so don't fall in the hands of the wrong people so you can make yourself miserable in front of your parents and in front of God .

and sometimes you have to suffer but at least suffer in a good way like getting the poison out of your body because Your mind can't decide who you are but your actions does .

don't let your bad actions decide who you are move forward without any regrets if you don't wanna fall down from Heights it's uncomfortable situation and that's what success is ,

you have to get used to it so you won't hate Heights but adore Heights thats the bottom line my friend or I like to say my brother from anthor mother .

Lose Yourself To Success :

you may thing am freemason but am not just because we thing the same way doesn't mean we are bad .

i want success so I don't look miserable in front of bullies and guys who want me to live a life like worm .

God doesn't want you to stay miserable or a loser so start acting based on that feeling or else you be Crashed by people's bad looks to your situation .

become the one who look Down at them so you can return the evil with good

don't treat them bad destroy them with kindness .

I don't do that so people can remember me as a good guy I do it because it makes me feel good and fresh out of sins .

I won't tell anyone about me helping someone else i rather look evil then good .

everything is backwards In this world and so I , till I didn't know who am anymore .

Pride can be sinful but he will be always a dangerous weapon to spread whatever he spreads .

you may get killed for having a pride but be also a smart person to avoid people who are ready to destroy you with the cheap tools like spreading lies about you .

both sides will take damage but the cheap one is the winner in this case because he took the first move and made allies before you know it ,

he's not smarter or stronger but he was faster then you are this Is the way that man win wars and took over a countries most beautiful woman's and turned them into A sex slaves just in a blink of an eye .

weak people defeated a really powerful people with only cheap ways but at least they accomplish something what about you .

are you ready to sell your principles just to get whatever you like in life ?

I mean whatever you desire ?

then you came to the wrong person !

because I want to be a powerful person .

people like you won't exist in this world because you didn't sacrifice anything .

prove me wrong and become a powerful person

isn't that what you want isn't that what you desire then sacrifice your happiness and your comfort zone and most importantly your habits and desires to get what you want In life focus on becoming a different person you need Pain and pain will help you understand how you succeed .

but don't let pain to become your only friend try to get to know kindness and be partner with discipline and you may get the honor of meeting success .

don't ever feel like you poor and defeated If you do : you won't run from that circle .

be the guy with the first move our at least be the last one who succeed .

Chasing A Wrong Path ? :

I don't know if I can be part of a path that put you in a situation when you hopeless .

but doing stuff in your life is a important thing so chase your dreams and If people said Its a delusion then Chase it either cuz you're not going to waste your time not doing anything because you're scared .

they are even weaker because they are afraid of dreaming they don't even have the ability to dream so they ruin other people dreams and that's just the way they are , they just scared because you going to surpass them Sooner Or later and I will .

so be proud of yourself because you are strong enough to have big dreams in your life , believe that one day you will do somethings they can't do and they will say that you lucky because they didn't see what you been through only god knows what you been through and that's a blessing from the supreme god that give you courage and enough strength to chase your dreams .

Finding A Opened Path , Its quite interesting finding something you love so badly that you want to continue doing it with a high Spirit .

but what's more interesting is your ambition and your potential .

The Overpowered Villain :

telling people to listen to you complain is like bleeding next to a shark they will sent you bad energy back like you sent it to them first .

they don't care about your feelings so stop being a loser don't let them to take over , and give them less then they deserve because trust me they Don't deserve your attention , and for a reason they will turn against you , without knowing the truth they won't listen to you no more so trust me the world was okey without those who didn't submit to god he could have created angels but he created humanity and devils for a reason and that reason is submitting your Will to the will of the Almighty God .

believe me if you don't worship your God you going to end up worshiping other stuff like your desires for an example and that's the victory of the Devil because his victory Is A lost cause when he Absorb the whole world with him that may include me as well .

am In A war Against My desires and My sins are not limited because I have no excuses when I committed them .

I will face my almighty God The One and the Only and I will thank him even if am going to hell because I love my god he is the most merciful but I crossed the line and I deserve punishment thats how I feel and he's decision is fair no matter what it is I will follow his will and hope that he could forgive a devil like me .

you asking what I Did to call myself like that is simple because am not innocent at All & telling my sins It's a sinful crime As well because hell is not a joke It's god Justice and God justice will never vanish .

I escape from Justice but not god justice she will follow me to the grave and I'm following the light but darkness is everywhere and I am the reason for that .

light will reach those who want god justice .

and darkness will try to Show up In people but God light is bright for those who want to believe and disbelievers will close their eyes to see Darkness again those are The enemies Of God and they deserve punishment more than my punishment .

everyone who went Against god is just A filthy loser .

because wining In this life Is A limited thing but wining In after life is the true victory My brothers and sisters .

any thing and everything Is overpowered except God he doesn't need anybody or anyone he never was born or gave birth or died thats stuff Is for mortal beings only let me explain what god Is :

he is the one and only no one can kill him or overpower him In anything he is the most wise most merciful ,

human eats god never eats ,

human sleeps guess what god never sleeps ,

it's disrespectful to give god a human definition and says he go to the toilets that doesn't fit his majesty at all you giving limits to god and saying he's a human or a man and they say he have children that's anthor disrespect that disbelievers committed they don't know what god Is that's why they are mocked by atheists that doesn't even believe that god exist ,

and the most thing that make god angry is telling that he has partners or a picture like the pictures they spreading and social media without knowing the major disrespect to God himself ,

you can't see the sun what makes you think that you can see God in this very very low quality form that you have you're absolutely no one and zero compared to God he's infinite so stop arguing with no knowledge your knowledge based on rumors nothing more nothing less .

don't feel sorry for yourself you will find God sooner Or Later If You do your research seeking the truth because the truth Is the salvation even If you like it or not remember that God will never let you down he will bring you to the light and make the darkness vanish out of your life .

you are the super hero Of your own story and main character even if you like it or not so being a villain or a loser it will put you in a false reality Of your story and It won't make you feel like you the main or even a side character so don't be deceived by what you feel that will hold down from reaching your goals .

God Is the source of everything If you thing that the creator of heavens and earth can't make a plan for you then you dead wrong when when you are in God's hands you're in the right hand when you even got tree you in the right tree when you in God's path you in the right path when you in God's light then you seen the right one to reach .

simple saying this and simple saying that and also receiving god blessings that nobody can count Its like you Tasting heaven without knowing It or reaching it then imagine what would having going to be open your mind and embrace the idea and let it go through your soul you will feel peace and loved and most importantly chosed .

light is from God and God only no one can possess It no Metter what they creat your are the enlightened person one way or a author but you didn't do your research you didn't drink that cup of thick knowledge If you have All the knowledge you will not struggle to find any answer no Metter what type of answer you may give it will be right In many ways that's how people grow up and wise people glow up .

you can be an Actor ,singer, Songwriter, producer , brand owner With potential only thats the gold that a lot a people lack to reach their dreams and goals like I said : I used to be a fish now am a shark that thirsty for blood but don't get me wrong were not sharks but if we don't escape the confort zone we won't get big or even be kings of our time the common thing between humans and sharks is the word king because the shark was a king and still called a one while 2% of chosen people acquire this Name So you have to be as more dangerous as possible so you can at least protect your queen from pimps that will make her do stuff for living and maybe she's not a queen like you because he inquired this with hard work she inquired it with a look , am a good listener but when it comes to a worthless talk Am deaf because it won't benefit me when I doubt you or anybody else it will harm us both In Way Of Ways

let's say you like to fill the trash would someone else like the smell of this disgusting thoughts that go through his ears and soul will you be a positive guy after maybe yes but it will effect you sooner because you a flower and if environment isn't Good , cool, fresh and collected your smile will no longer live that's why foods will never grow in this way and flowers will not grow in that cursed place

they are empty people with Darkness : dangerous people will affect your Rising affect your growth affect your will affect your beauty and affect your Revolution .

take yourself to the right place that God wants you to be In a legendary tree that grow everything around her range it will give you a Legacy and your children will taste this cup sooner or later when they grow to see existence .

If I Don't take this path Am going to End Up small and unhappy One a Normal guy that lived and died and nothing Interesting About him and you can call me A loser If I don't accomplish anything , that's the name that I already inquired since I was born this name will disappear if I succeed In one of my talents or ideas and I'm talking also About you so become more confident doing your own thing neutrality and eventually get what you want with bonuses .

you Can earn it one way or another God is generous he will give you the things that you thought was impossible and make it possible for you like a piece Of cake so patience is the key and passion is the path and absolutely Beauty Is the End .

Freedom Of Slavery :

why bad boys get All the girls ?

why bad boys get all the money ?

and most importantly why they are a role model of many young people ?

It's simple because they are attractive And have the Will of leadership , I asked this question to myself and I didn't get the answer so I tried to be a bad boy for weeks until I master it but I didn't feel comfortable being a bad boy but the results was this : I get two chicks to fall in love with me just a broke bad boy did this So imagine if I was rich you will be like a nightclub all the girls will come and chase you so stop chasing them it's a waste of time and throw away your goodness If you're ready to be a bad boy but remember those chick's won't come to your funeral or merry a man and forget about you , you will be remembered in the head of those chicks more then anybody else because to her you're just an adventure that she experienced she felt all the pleasures and offers you gave , and some of them may call you daddy for a few reasons like the way you made her do stuff in exchange for other stuff like a gift or memories are crazy stuff you did together it's countless but it's expensive you lost your old self and your money but now you're less stressed because Of Sex anthor meaning for the word sex is the word tax you have to pay with something If You A good guy let alone a broke One your chances Of playing this game Is Zero .

let's say you a good guy and you got this girl what Is your chances of winning against a Bad Boy and don't let me bring the rich one he will get your girl and your sister If he want to so don't act like it's A Fair Deal because world is not A fair Place don't be delusional at least get rich you may get the chance Of defeating a broke bad boy but believe me you will never defeat a rich bad boy even if you are richer than him because you not a bad boy and you don't have to Quality to defeat him unless you a king .

because the bad boy is simply a calm violence he's a force and you just like sheep but don't get me wrong you followed the rules and nothing wrong with that it's just this type of lifestyle Is not made for you to live it nothing more nothing less and accepting the truth it's a form Of Force too .

Its because man wants what women can offer but women wants far beyond what Man Can Offer and this problem may destroy Society as We know It .

Why Man And Women Don't love each other As they are this Is my view as a good guy but the bad boy always wins .

handle rejection like it's nothing Smile In the face of your Enemy he may try to stop you from succeeding he won't stop you from trying and as long as you trying from day one you are changing to a new person and one day you will succeed and the US Embassy Will search in computer to see that to you have a high bank account and they will decide that you qualified they don't decide that you're qualified by your talents and potential they will decide that you qualified because of what you have and what you give them that's all they see you as dollar bill .

so give them what they want but try to take even more then what you give them they are selling you the American dream sell them bullshit that ends in few hours and take your share because what they are selling to the world is what you give them from your pocket you are working hard to get your money and they print it to open with it strip clubs so rappers can throw money at strippers don't get it wrong I'm a rapper but I will never throw my money to worthless things I rather give the poor what he deserves or feed the poor because he deserves I don't like interfering with other people business but that thing that others promote without hesitation is a big harm to us and to them also so I care about them why won't I we are the children of Adam and Eve and they ate the fruit from the tree doesn't mean it's a major sin it means the devil did a good job but God forgived Adam and Eve because God's forgiveness has no limits and God is fair but if he decide to forgive you he will forgive you no matter what you do and that is not fair to others who think and believe in the original sin and the original sin it's filthy and grabby and the type of the thing that absorbs you like a black hole and that won't be God forgiveness because if God decide to forgive you he will forgive you no matter what you did or what you do or what you commit believe me God Force defeats devil Force easily and faster you can follow the devil Force it will leave you to years of since but if you decide to follow God force for the last 5 minutes of your life God will forgive you and wipe out all your sins so you can become precious again in heaven don't you think that will save you from the situation that you in don't you think that is the only true God don't you think that the only way of salvation educate me about a better salvation in another religions besides this religion Islam because Islam teaches that all Races are equal and the woman have rights and protection and a Unity it's a Brotherhood but is not for money not for fame not for power it's for peace and surrender when you gave your soul in the hands off almighty God the devil will fear touching you but if you away from God you will become the devil toy .

I was signed By Record label But I Can't travel to the us to start working with them I'm stuck And You wondering how I Got Signed by A famous Record Label then you guessed that I'm an my artist and exactly a rapper who loves music and love making music they have contact me and I sent them a demo they sended me a contract to sign with a lot offers ,

and after a while others offered me to be an ambassador and they willing to send me a contract I have to learn how to make profits from nothing but I have somthing that a lot of people don't have god has opened a lot a doors but am not aware of it , and closed a lot a doors that may harm me sooner Or Later .

I Don't need them I may replace them and find Amazing things that I never seen and meet new great people that I never met it's not about what they represent it's about what I represent , they said I'm not qualified for the Visa but they are not qualified to know my worth but God knows you're true value and what you Aim For and God Is protecting you from those people who doesn't know you're worth So Be grateful ,

And you may don't know your own worth but God already decided how much you worth and how much you make income and how much you will reach so work and spread love and compassion and tolerance with some people there don't have enough knowledge and enough income so you can help them .

you don't need nobodys help you need to find the line that will lead you to a bigger things people will so you not moral for asking for more but leave it that either you take you what you deserve or be called a moral for taking a little and stay miserable .

Accept Help Even If It's A Little :

a guy passed on a homeless guy the homeless guy asked for money he Gave Him the last change he have from his order and its about 25 Cent , the homeless guy was arrogant he throw away the money in the back of the guy that gave him the money and tell him that is a little the guy didn't get angry he took it and continue walking heading to homeless guy who throw the money he was almost capable of buying his meal but he needed 25 cents more to buy his meal so he stayed starving .

that's why the prophets said the hand who Gaves better than the head who takes it's not a big knowledge it just wisdom made by extraordinary humans who knows a lot from God .

and maybe you rather to work and not accept a penny from anyone cuz you are a real man and I'm proud of this actions that you made by your own but remember we are all poor even if we are rich because the only one who is Rich is God and God gave the rich so he can provide for the poor a job a meal a presence and God tell us to go easy on the poor as long he doesn't cross the line .

it's not that you have no choice it's about creating a choice the choices will disappear if you keep relying on others because others will take percentage from everything you may do and you won't have what you want because everyone takes to survive or to Chase a certain goal

Stop Self Doubt :

Don't let them affect you No Metter Who They Are I Chose To Not Respect everyone because my pronounce is Savage and this Pronouce Doesn't Have A Gender So basically I hate Everyone , white , brown , black , red , Gay, Straight I don't care is not Racism PAll Respect My Choice It's Called freedom Of Speech but Is More Like Getting Canceled for your beliefs Or Your Way Of Thinking , speaking of way of thinking what is it and why you pushing it to others just leave your way of thinking to you and the people who interested in you nothing more nothing less And that's the only way for gaining Respect even In The Savage pronounce and People Change But Don't Let This Changing Destroy What people built for Generations and specially for ungrateful people like you and me that see the traditional Values as old fashioned but the Traditional Values what kept you alive you filthy animal