Thinking out loud

Bitting my lip

To come to my senses

Allusive

Elusive

Relentless, refusing my thoughts

If this is what love makes you

Is it worth to challenge you?

Fears, though

Take over

Nope it's not over

Just a bad move from a lover

That wanted just to come over

Relight a fire

That slowly vanishes

As gold with age tarnishes

And silver looses its brightness

Haunting recollections

Torturing me

Hard to avoid

I'm loosing the connections

That invincible cord

That fed me

Like unborn baby

Connected by the umbilical cord

Essential, primal

Transferring feelings

Along with tastings

Senses aroused

Visions focused

On satisfaction

And completion

Unaffordable breaks

For fears of what makes

Loves to come to an end

Nor yourself

Nor myself

To ever amend

What once was broken

Paid by a token

Of appreciation

And a mention

A thankful note

Bringing up something awful

Bad memories

Stories

Everyone avoids

Everyone enjoys