Today, my heart sank

Looking forward

To a beautiful day onwards

Promises made

I was made aware

They say they are

Of course from loving memories are

Today my heart sank

My self picked up the anx

My happiness once established

Now it all vanished

Calling me names

It never ended longer than the Tames

I wished I could drawn

Before the sun finds out

Before the sun finds out

There is a dawn

Embarrassment

Now a constant torment

It doesn't go at the moment

For sure now

It's staying after this moment

Yes

Ashamed and cursed

A coward was shouted

Insulted

Abused

For just offering

Without expecting

Not even minding

To bring help

When someone

Asked me

And of course my good deed

Forced me to need

Provide support

My love

My heart

My thoughts

myself

Now all put away

On the shelf

My love got it all

And put it his own way

Told to be a coward

And locked it in the cupboard

Now deceived

My confidence

Kept inside the fence

No way I'm no longer in defence

Could protect myself