No wonderment

Summer finally said goodbye 

No anticipation, no reason to abide

Uncontrollable, finally besides

Shall I lie to myself?

Tell me how to stop the lies

Years of entrapment 

Turning into torment

Reluctant to understand 

Eaten alive by the quicksand

Where only longing proudly stand

Brain watching out and understand

Feelings falling flat behind

Refusing to look back

Fears of staring and attack

Fear overcoming, a part of this pack

Thoughts torturing 

God help me stopping

Miserable, forgetting aspiring

Out of the window, don't dare to stare

Annoyingly nothing to spare 

Senseless, just scared