TRUTH OR NOT

I'm a bit surprised when Leander held my wrist

"Blair, you okay? Why do you seem to be thinking deeply?"

I cleared my throat and look away "Don't mind me, you aren't my boyfriend, " I pull my wrist

"Woah, that offended me," I-I'm just mad! And I'm a little bit kidding… well I'm not kidding though when I say I want him to be my boyfriend. Now he's the one who walked away!

"I-I'm just mad! Leander! Wait!" I walk after him, and hugged him from behind "I'm sorry,"

"Why're you hugging me? I'm not your boyfriend," he removes my arms

"I'm sorry, but you're not really my boyfriend. I'm sorry if that offends you,"

"I mean, yes. I am not your boyfriend but we do that everyday we're like stupid couples and now you just said that to me? I'm concerned, Blair, so I will mind you." He walked away again

I just want him to cuddle me and I want him to be sweet because I'm mad. Uh… I crossed the line

I didn't walk after him, maybe he wants to be alone

My head is aching, I smiled and chuckled when I remember what we did last month, it's unforgettable

I'm happy for Luna, I know she will manage to be a good girlfriend. Kent is her first, because she is scared to be left behind

I decided to go back to where I was earlier. Luna, Kent, Aella and Dylan were happy and beside them is Leander and his face is bad.

He even glared at me!

"How dare you?" I mouthed at him, I glared at him too and sat to the other end of the chair

"Why don't you sit beside Leander?" Aella ask and she hug my arms "I accidentally offended him,"

"What did you say? You know, you should know what are the offensive words," she's really an angel

"I'm just mad at him,"

"Even though you're mad at him you shouldn't say offensive words,"

"I can't control it," I excuse myself. I craved for chicken and mustard

I feel the presence of Leander behind me "Where are you going?" He ask

"Canteen, I want chicken and mustard, "

"There is no mustard at the canteen,"

I don't know but I got angry "They should have mustard there! I want mustard!" I wipe my tears and run to the gate of school to go out

I will find some mustard! I went into fast food and I ordered 2 pieces of chicken and I asked for mustard but they don't have mustard!

"What kind of fast food is this? Why don't you have mustard here?"

"Ma'am we are sorry our mustard is limited,"

"What?!"

I take out the chickens and go to the store to ask for mustard

"Do you have mustard here?" I ask to the counter

"Yes, miss."

"How much?"

"If you will buy a bottle of mustard that will cost $2,"

"I'll get five," I went to the mustard section

After I pay, I immediately eat the food. At their store. I'm allowed to eat here

I'm so satisfied! It's so yummy

Tomorrow we will get the result and we are so nervous. Astrid is on her class today

If she isn't our niece, our conscience can't leave her anywhere, and if she is our niece we will give her a lot of love that is missing for three years.

I bought one chocolate for Astrid and a bottle of water

"Thank you!" I said to the counter and went out

I don't want to go to school anymore. I just want to rest.

As I said, I want to rest so I will not go home. I will go to Dylan's condo where we stay

Before going to bed, I brush my teeth

It's so nice to sleep, one day straight.

I don't have roommates because Luna doesn't want to sleep here. She always wants to go home but me? I don't want to go home, this is the first time I experienced quiet place

I wonder where Kendrick is now… I know what's his surname is… but it will wreck someone's heart

I'm about to tell them but I forgot.

I thought Kendrick was a good man. But he molested my sister

How come that dad didn't know this? Or he knew but he just didn't mind it?

Aella is a good person, she doesn't deserve all what she has been through.

Kendrick was a good man back then, who pushed him to do that?

Kendrick and I were friends… before this happened. He never told me that he likes Aella

I pick up my phone and dialed him. After two missed calls, he called me

"Kendrick?"

"Why did you call me, Blair?" He sounds sleepy

"Why did you do that?"

"What?"

"What have you done three years ago?! Don't you know that she got pregnant?"

"W-What?" He sounds shocked. Wtf?

"I'm not doing anything!"

"Oh, stop pretending!" I got irritated

"I'm not! Look, three years ago when Master Kaiden took you to the mission, I went home and I never came back! I swear!" Everything is complicated now…

"W-what? W-Who raped my sister then? She said you're the one who raped her!"

"No! Your dad is so powerful when he knew that I turned my back at him for revenge! Maybe he put an imposter at the house and molested your sister," I heard his breath "I want a peaceful life, Blair. I can't do that to your sister, I love you all as a sister. I can't do it," he explained and hang up

Oh my god. Dad… what have you done? Who's that imposter? Does you know that your daughter was raped?

I need to explained this to them… Kendrick is a good man, I know that and I know he can't do it.

Back then he's the one who became our saviour.

He is a good man, I believed in him.

His conscience was clean.