FRUSTRATED

"You know, Macy. I don't have enough time for that," I laughed

"You're such a KJ," she rolled her eyes and pretended she was mad at me

"Oh, please. I'm not! It's just that I'm really busy," I put my arm around her. "What about I'll treat you next week?"

"I like the sound of that," She grinned

"Good, now leave me alone, alright?"

"Sure," she rolled her eyes once again, which reminded me of someone.

Someone that maybe forgot me.

I'm studying engineering to try something new. I tried law, but I think it isn't for me. It stresses the shit out of me.

For four months, a lot has happened. I tried to find someone new, but I tried to enter a new relationship, but there's someone that my heart only wanted.

Macy is one of my ex-girlfriends. She's an architect. She's the one who insisted that I should try again, but it didn't work

She admitted that she fell in love with me and that she understands that I am not ready.