2. Reborn in pain

" FuuucK, maKe it Stop, PleaSe, maKe it stoP " in a strange place that would look like Space ,a person was laying down, more like floating, and the person was twitching uncontrollably, begging and screaming from the pain.

   His appearance was strange, he didn't had a face and his body was grey light.

    His body had huge cracks on it and a huge chunk of his head was missing.

       ~ yep, that's Andrew ~

First day of consciousnes : " Arhhhhaaaaaa fuuuuuuuuuuuck "

Second day : " pleeeeeeease, maKe it stoooooP"

Fifth day "Arhhhhaaaaaah "

Third day " ____" (screaming)

Fourth day "____" (still screaming)

   One month later :

     " It hurts, it fucking hurts " two weeks passed and I barely start to get used to the pain . It's good since I can finally think straight. But I can't move a fucking finger.

It's good since I know where am I.

   This is my space mind , I discover it in the past when I tried to go a few minutes in the future but because of my stupidity I got hurt instead and my soul cracked. It was a small crack but it hurt like hell , it took me months to finally find a way to treat it.

   It was a cultivation thing , I got the ideea from the cultivation novels that I read .

  All I needed to do was take energy from the world and use it to heal my soul. 

   Easy right?

Well it wasn't, I had to focus a lot to fell the energy and then to focus even harder draw the energy to my soul and slowly merge it whit it . It was hell.

   After that I used the same thing on my body making easier to control the power.

  Anyway, back on the track.

   I started using the cultivation method again it was strange, the energy was more... dense, it was strange but I didn't cared, I put all my focus on healing my soul. I cared a little about my body since I'm still alive which means that my body was probably good too... probably.

    Seven months later I could finally move around. I still had the huge chunk to heal and few cracks on my body, but I didn't care about it at that time since I finally started hearing sounds meaning that my body it's recovering, a few more months and I will probably wake up since I used the cultivation method on my body too ,to make sure the body will heal completely. I spend around 30 % of the energy on my body and the rest on my soul . I didn't focus on it, just send the energy trought my body.

Four months later:

  The world around me start contracting,  pushing me down. I tried to oppose it but I couldn't so I let myself go down.

  ...Then I waked up.

    My vision finally comed back. Along with it came my sence of smell, taste and touch. In exchange my hearing was blurred now. No, it seems that my vision was a bit blurry too and my body didn't obey me.

    I swept my gaze around to gather my bearings. And when I did , I realised that someone was looking down on me, a young woman with blue eyes and blonde hair.

  Is she a doctor ? Nah, she is to young to be one. Then..who is she?

  As I was pondering that, another person come into my view. A tall young man with  green eyes , he had a short  brown hair  matched with a short ponytail. He was caring something as he looked at me. He smiled and his eye's lit up.

    The women looked at the man and smiled as well.

   Happiness, joy ...

I don't get it. Why are they so happy about?

And where was I ? No , where was the doctor, I just woke up from a year long coma , shouldn't a doctor be here by now?

  The man reached out to grab me, with his free hand, a huge grin was on his face when he was lifting me up.

   I wanted to squirm around to brake free but before I did that I noticed my surroundings and paused.

   It wasn't a hospital.

First of all, the walls where wooden and the furniture looked a bit rustic.

   Second of all, there was a women standing in the back wearing a maid outfit.

    I could have accepted the hole thing as being a home hospice If she was a nurse but that was clearly a maid outfit, with white frills too.

    Third of all and most importantly...

When I looked down at the man who picked me up, I noticed that my hands were in front of me . And my hands were small, really small . So small that I could barely grab the man nose .

    With that I understand, completely.

   I died that day.

And I reborn again... as a baby.