Her only hope chapter no 1:

Hi my name is Elsa Johnson i belong to very strict family i have two brothers one is elder and other one is Younger then me i m a middle child my elder brother name is Harry Johnson and younger's name is Robert Johnson my parents love us my father name is Remo Johnson and mother name is Anna Johnson i m 22 years old i have a dream i want to be an interior designer since childhood but my parents doesn't like my dream and in anger i drop out from collage but they never interfer in my brothers dream they always support them. me and my father are not on a good trems i think he hate me the most when i was 16 i experience worst days of my life my father always believe what other says about me he never believe in me and this things hurt me i can't sleep properly i m having nightmares since my teenage

my mom is nice but she can't do anything cause my father never listen to her, I don't trust anyone i always live alone even when everyone is present i feel left out. for them i useless and in this year's i also starting to believing in it that i m useless and somehow i become a heartless person now i don't feel anything pain happiness nothing i became a stone,but deep in my heart i want someone whom can understand me listen my pain my sadness who love me the way i am listen to me never leave me in my darkness even if i say to leave me alone he stay's by my side and be with me in my every situations in my happiness,darkness, sadness,fear, nightmares,i want someone.

everyday at night i pray to God i m sleeping please don't wake me up in this world I don't want to live here please God take me.

but i wake up every morning with my pain and today is my 22nd birthday i hate my birthday's. my 16th birthday is the worst birthday of my life and after that year my all birthday's are worst.

i don't want to wake up but my mom knocking my door continuesly.

Mom's Pov:

Elsa dear wake up its 8:00 in morning and most importantly its your birthday we're waiting for you in dining room come fast dear.

Elsa POV:

Mom i will be late please you guys have your breakfast don't wait for me and i will have my breakfast with Maysam.

Mom's POV:

but i prepare your favorite food...

Elsa POV:

Mom do you even know what's my favorite food.

mom didn't say anything so i know she's left after hearing my question.

i hope you like my book