When I first met him

Jade throw her keys on her tabletop head straight to the bedroom she is very tired after the long two hours of traffic she was so desperate to get home so she can do her skincare routine and have a good sleep, she was so ready on Wednesday night although she looked a little displeased about however she put Brie suggestion in consideration.

She loosened her sandals feeling the softness of her feet she yawned she have to microwave her leftover with a full glass of orange juice before she finishes the Netflix movie she was seeing, she's not the type that finishes a whole movie it takes days, weeks.

Jade walked into the shower the water so warm as it sprinkles on her skin she felt a sense of relaxation in her soul her comfort zone gives her a different kind of vibe, tone of understanding life being her very own self, the guy she had seen yesterday in the supermarket connected her, she felt he was exactly her type is he going to come back she wasn't sure how to tell.

She hasn't told Brie about it because, in the end, she will advise her sleeps with him so the whole obsession will get over soon, Brie believes once the sex happens all sense of realization comes to life.

Twelve minutes in the shower is the shortest Jade spends in the bathroom, Jada is a girl who lives life inside of her imagination she rather spends the whole day thinking about a mystery guy or how the guy she just spoke with is going to treat her, love her at the end of the day it died by not working out or the guy doesn't call back, Jada craves for companionship but once it looks nothing like in her imagination she ruined it.

The dude he saw in the supermarket will make a good boyfriend choosing her over all the girls in the world, she smiled how much nuts can she go to understand love does not exist in Brie's words?

Jade microwaved her food as she went to her living room to eat and connected her phone to her TV screen to watch Netflix, she had ordered new cloth for the lady's night Brie had told her earlier, that she had to go out and live the life she always imagines in her head she can't continue to be an indoor inferior girl who only lives life in her head. Her phone chimes in the notification from her ex-boyfriend she calls him ex but he considers himself jade's boyfriend, he was jade's first love in return never loved her to jade's expectations.

She avoided the text focusing on the Tv, how do dudes go by weeks without communicating then boom one day they wanna see you and miss you, another text chimes in stating he misses her where is she at work or home?

Jade did not reply it had been long peaceful months without him in her life she had to get rid of this dude once and for all, not the best when it comes to relationships at the end of the day she always falls back on her ex cause he's the only one that stuck around.

Dominic had given her and Brie off a day after they both call in sick stating they have malaria so she has Wednesday and Thursday to herself planning to do deep cleaning of her house then cook homemade food storing them in the freezer, fix her hair with an orange color acrylic short nails Wearing her shimmering orange gown, she glanced at her phone it was already 10 pm in the night when her doorbell rung who was that she thought, she tightens up her robe before going to the door it was her ex. She quietly opens the door letting him in.

"You're home yet you don't wanna pick my calls or text me back" he furiously said his car key dangling in his hand.

"You do that all the time, at least taste of your own medicine so what are you doing here?

jade asked Bolting the door before she walk over to her seats where she was formerly watching Netflix, he stares at her sternly.

"I missed you" he came onwards to jade who pushed him away, but he persisted she pushed him away so hard.

"Just say you want to have sex, how long have I been complaining to you this relationship is not gowork just stop already I can't deal with this" jade told him standing on her feet she had sworn not to talk about it or asked him this is what he keeps doing no way he's going to change for her or treat her better until she moved into something better she have to do better and that's the main reason she's focusing on the manger positions if that doesn't work out she's going back to the beauty industry.

"Jade I love you, I am busy working and making money trying to sort out my bills" he grabbed her kissing her forcefully folding her Breast when jade pushed him away he fell on the cough hitting his hand on the table which hurt him.

"Do you have to hurt me so bad jade because I care about you" She was getting so annoyed because this dude here doesn't give a shit about her, he's always with women most of the occasion Brie caught him, and he disrespected her, he made her feel inferior like he was better than her and he's doing her a favor to be with her?

"You have to leave we both know you are here for sex, I can no longer bear all these, I don't feel happy I know you don't give a damn about my wants and happiness is okay not everyone will love the way you expected it, we had been together way back so don't get it twisted I wanna go to bed so leave-

"Jade I care about your happiness I'm just busy I wasn't with women or whatever fuck you're thinking" he kneel before her begging her for forgiveness. He's always fun of this no matter how meek he looks he won't compare to the worst attitude he will portray after he will sleep with her.

"Leave, I'm going to bed" she took her phone and left to her bedroom shutting the door loudly, she heard him knocking but kept mute when he was done he will leave. Jade started weeping she had given her best in this relationship, she thought they called a shot, get married then have lovely kids she never thought about her career or the way she wants all she ever did was focus on him yet he shattered her, making her life miserable whereas act like nothing happened.

she wants to start afresh, she knew when it comes to him she had been starting afresh for over five years this time she meant it, no anger, no fights, no exchange of hurtful words, all she needed is stay in her lane and mind her business.

She heard him calling her to open up, telling her he missed her and wanna take her to any restaurant of her choice, what it cost to go on a date yet he never does always go to his place or he comes to her place only for sex. There is more to a relationship than sex the worst part about this is the disrespect that comes along he doesn't respect her one bit.

"Get your disrespectful ass out of my house else I'm going to call the security" she yelled crying heavily beneath her duvet she wish he saw how much she loved him that alone would've made her the happiest girl in the world.

Is better you accept it is okay if the person that you love doesn't love you they have the right to choose whosoever they feel is right for them. He doesn't deserve her tears or pain she swore to move on quietly maybe is time to start going out and meeting new people according to Brie you can't meet your mystery guy staying indoors all your life you gotta step out.

She cleaned her eyes and texted Brie she was going with her to the lady's night, unfortunately, Brie was online so she texted back.

"Have you gotten your outfit ready or you will go shopping tomorrow" jade watch the bubbles popping finally the text dropped and she replied.

"I bought an outfit orange, I'm going to fix my hair and nails, do you still remember that Tfrontal Hair I bought months ago I think it's time to fix it," Brie said with a smiling emoji, jade knows her as high maintenance girl most of the dudes she goes around with are rich dudes most importantly the money.

"Promise me you would have sex tomorrow night jade, you have to at least with protection I'm about asking you to get STD"

Jade chuckled,

"I'm not sure so let's see how things go, how about you do you get any outfit," she asked the same question as Brie.

"Yeah I did had some sexy outfit come in tonight, pls jade apply a little makeover I haven't seen you step out in a long time" jade agreed she will makeover.

"I'm at Anthony's hotel his flight is on Thursday, I'm having so much fun, I have him paid for our hotel if at all you don't see a Prince Charming to have sex with"

"I need Prince Charming I wanna date not sex, sex is not everything" jade texted her back

"That's what guys want, sex is the core thing to their relationship, they use the relationship to get sex so use a relationship to get the type of material things you want"

"I want someone who truly loves me, cares about me like in the movies I need something like that, like in a glass apartment having sex viewing the city" Brie sent a voice note laughing.

"If you happen to hook up with any guy tell him you wanna have sex in a glass apartment my love, that can happen if that's your dream" Brie always misunderstand her somehow she always archived her dreams unlike her that reads meaning to everything Brie can confidently flirt with a guy as for she is kind of a hard thing they are opposite each other yet compatible.

"It hurt so much to watch the one person you love fall in love with someone else, not just one of the multiple of the" jade felt terrible thinking about how much intimacy she and her ex-boyfriend had shared, she wish to confront him about it is not going to change anything he's just who he is, he can't let her go yet he won't treat her nice, like a queen.

"You swore you have move on, hey honey forget about him you will see someone better than him I assure you that"

"Is there Brie" it took two minutes before jade saw Brie's message again, she knows the trauma he puts jade through then he gotta act like he doesn't know about it, acting as if nothing has happened.

"You have sex with him right"? Exactly what she thought there is so much evidence all he wants is sex and when he wants it, what will cost him if he just shows a little emotion and care?

"No no no I'm in my bedroom and I locked it, he just came telling me how much he misses me I won't fall for that Brie" Brie loved the message.

"Honey don't let him get to you and Is your body however you feel about it use it, I had to go I'm staying so long on the phone Anthony needs me" jade smiled Brie always makes happy memories outta everything she does, from the men she hang out with to the confidence she has, she on the other always feel happiness lies with her ex-boyfriend and no other guy is good enough, she had to coil out of the shell.