Chapter 9

So, this was his life struggle.

I lived in a joined family which includes my 4 uncles. We were only 3 sisters. My father lived abroad. I saw a lot of deprivation in my childhood.

We used to yearn for money. My all uncles were very deceitful, greedy, liars and miscreants.

I did not get a father's love or facilities, I had to yearn for everything.

From childhood, I had a very negative perception of men. Since my childhood, I had seen men shouting at women in my house.

Husband and wife fight all the time. I hated men a lot in my childhood. In my perspective, Man was a very mean creature of God.

I always used to say that God had written all the trials in my life. I used to be very ungrateful. I was under a lot of pressure from childhood.

I did not share it with anyone. I used to live alone.

I was always very unlucky in the case of love, affection, and care.

Everyone just cheated on me. Because of repeated cheating, I had no confidence in anyone.

I didn't want to trust anyone. I thought no one could understand me