How Sorry Are You?

Diane merely sat down to ruminate on all she'd just read. Was she really the same person who'd done all these things? So her relationship with Josh was built on lies and deceit from the very start?

Josh must have taken care of her out of guilt and then maybe caught feelings in the long run. And it had begun all for two hundred dollars?!

'Pathetic', she could do nothing but stare into the blank space. So she was deceiving men and selling her body in her teens?

But it wasn't a surprise at this point.

"Yeah, because I've kept fucking the same faceless man in my dreams for the past four years!". She pulled shaky fingers through her hair before letting out hysterical laughter. "And I enjoy it every single time!".

Her chest felt tight; her mind filled with too many thoughts that were only causing more pain. Was it the wrong idea to go back home? It was no wonder Josh never talked about how they'd met.

He must still have been feeling guilty.