Story Of Love-Part_2

When a person's bad time comes, his beloved person gives him courage, and inspiration. He is never left alone like this. As Sadaf left me. At this time I needed him the most but he ran like a coward leaving me in danger.

Sadaf did not know. I could spend days and nights without food looking at his face. He did not know. I could spend every night laying my head on his chest, basking in his love. He did not know. I was happy to stay wherever he put me. So why did this to me? Did I have a crime? Did I do something wrong? He could have told me if I was wrong.

Why did it go like this? The answer to these questions is unknown to me. Still very curious. What was lacking in my love that he betrayed me so much? insulted my love Sadaf has left me today. This was one of the most difficult days in my life. This one day felt like a year to me. I did not give anything by mouth, not even a drop of water.

Looking at Sadaf's letter, I thought only strange things. When Jahanara came and saw me in this state, she too could not hold back her tears. He knows about our love, I told him everything. I said how much Sadaf loves me. Maybe no one can live so well in the world. Sadaf loves me more than anyone can love. Today my love for Jahanara has become false.

Jahana took great care of me that day. Maybe if it wasn't for him, I would have died on the floor. When my eyes were dripping with water, I didn't want to cry but the rain was pouring from my eyes. Jahanara used to wipe my tears. It gave me courage. He showed a thousand reasons to live. I wanted to live after listening to him. When I thought about Sadaf again, I wanted to die.

When I told Jahanara everything. I don't have any money. There was a man in this city whom I loved and sacrificed everything but he cheated me and left. There is no one to know except you. You tell me what to do? Then Jahana put her hand on my hand and said. He who has no one has Allah. People are for people.

Can't we give you a place to live in such a big house? We are not such bad people. From today you will stay with me in my room. As long as you want. No one will tell you anything. And my living room is a little far from my family. So you will not be uncomfortable. Sadaf and I left the flat where we lived and started living with Jahanara.

Jahanara was afraid that I might do something if I was alone, so she took me to her room. And besides, no one will leave the flat for me alone. The new tenant moved in two days after I moved in. I was studying in Honors third year. I thought that if Sadaf did something, I would get admission in honors again, but it didn't happen. But Jahanara arranged for my admission in Hons. Arranged some tuition for me.

He also gave me some money. With which I got admission in honors. Once I was very busy. The struggle of my life began. Even as a girl, I used to do three tuitions a day. I used to take regular classes at the university. But despite all this, I could not forget Sadaf. Almost a month has passed since Sadaf left. A lot has happened this month. I tried to compose myself, I don't know how much I managed.

I tried in vain to forget the past and be good with the present. I tried to call home many times but I didn't have the courage. Which face will call home? What should I say? I ran away with a boy. Stayed with him in a flat for about two months. Father may not be able to bear hearing this. The mother may forget to think that she is a bad girl. So many times I looked at the screen after taking out the number, I didn't even go to dial.

Today there are clouds in the sky. It looks like it will rain. heavy rain When I think of this rain, I remember Sadaf very much. How many times have Sadaf and I got wet in the rain? I walked through the green grass of the village holding Sadaf's hand in the rain. Sadaf knew that if he gets wet in the rain, he will get a fever and cold. Still, he was wet with me for my pleasure. Never did it. Because he knew how much I like rain. Because it was in this rain that Sadaf told me he loved me.

It was almost afternoon. I was soaking in the rain with a sky fascination in my mind and touching it. Just at that time, a boy told me with a bunch of steps that he loves me. That day I ran home in shame and anger. What a cruel irony of fate, after a few days I got involved with that boy. That boy was Sadaf. But these are past now. It does not currently exist.

I didn't notice Jahanara sitting next to me all of a sudden. I don't know how long I will suffer myself like this. You speak once in your house. Maybe forget everything and pull you closer again. Thousands of parents. They can never abandon the child. Even if the child makes a thousand mistakes, they forgive. I don't have that courage. Talk to me. Maybe they are still waiting for you. They are looking for a way when their daughter will return to them. I forgot everything when I called. Then mother started crying on the phone. Hearing my mother's cry, I could not control myself.