The reality for her

I don't know why but I think she is following me.

I can sense her but can't see her.

I should hide.

If it's not her, I can't let anyone follow me and watch me turn !

I sped up and vanished in the dark; well it's a thing nature gifted us with !

I warned Robert and told him that, I can take him out of the pack for attacking his own pack member !

And as usual, he was being a complete ass.

I should hurry up and go back to Jeni.

She might wake up early.

She took long than usual to fall asleep today.

If she won't find me in the room she'd get panicked.

So, I better run back.

I opened the door and she is sleeping on the chair instead of the bed !

How is...

May be she woke up and didn't found me in the bed so, she must have fell asleep on the chair, waiting for me.

I picked her up in my arms and started approaching to the bed to lay her down.

But before I could reach the bed, she opened her eyes and asked me where did I went while she was sleeping ?

May be...

Oh no, I was right, she did followed me !

What should I do ?

I think now's the time.

I told her but she isn't believing me that I am a wolf and not human !

Well, I don't blame her.

If I was her, even I wouldn't have believed that.

I told her every single thing I remember is inhuman about me, but she is still refusing to believe me !

What should I do now ?

Shall I turn ?

That's the only thing which can convince her that I am not lying.

But what if she panicked and started screaming and yelling and collect all the butlers ?

" Listen, I can prove that to you by showing.

But you have to promise, you won't scream. "

I said

" Why would I scream ? "

Jenifer asked in confusion.

" Because whatever you are about to witness, is gonna shake you inside out ! "

I warned her.

" Ok, I promise, I won't scream. "

Jenifer said.

" Ok. I need space.

You saw those beasts in the forest few days ago and you know how big they were.

I am going to turn and become like them !

Back off and please, please don't scream ! "

I begged her.

She is looking like she have started believing what I told her is true and she is backing off.

She sat on the couch far away from me.

Thank god the rooms are way tall and spacious, I can easily turn here without breaking anything.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and turned in the big wolf that I am !

She gasped in wonder and as promised, she didn't screamed !

She needs to crane her neck to see me completely.

She was wondered, surprised, mesmerized, lost, everything but scared !

She stood up from her place and came close to me as if she is iron and I am a magnet and I am pulling her to me.

She stopped at a distance so, she could see me completely.

" You...

You weren't lying.

You really are a warewolf !

Oh my god, you are so...

So magnificent.

So beautiful ! "

Jenifer said like was hypnotized.

Beautiful ?

Is she out of her mind ?

How could she find a gaint beast like me, beautiful ?

She reached her hand towards me hesitatingly,

" Can I...

Can I touch you ? "

Jenifer asked.

I lowered down my head so that she could touch my head.

But I grow taller than the tallest of the wolf and she is so tiny, she can't even reach my heart when I am human then expecting her to able to touch the wolf me, is...

Stupidity !

I sat down on the ground so she could touch me wherever she wants.

She approached me and tried to run her hand over my head, but she had to walk around to trace my whole head; from one side.

She stopped her hand at my ear and started rubbing behind it.

And ohhhh...

It feels awesome !

I never felt anything like this ever.

Dani have rubbed me many times, but this is something else.

Out of the world !

She took a very good look at my wolf self and ran her hand all over me everywhere she is could reach.

This is weird but, it is kinda turning me on !

I am feeling like grabbing her and kissing her hard and mate with her and take her wildly, right here right now !

She needs to stop it or I am gonna loose my mind soon !

I shook her hand off my body and stood up and went close to bed.

I wrapped myself in the blanket once I turned back into a human.

" Oh my god !

You...

You really are a wolf !

How is it possible ?

How... "

Jenifer was still shocked and wondering how was that possible.

I told her everything happened after Petric left me to die in the forest.

She was sorry for what I have been through.

But she was happy that her lover isn't a normal human !

I told her about Dani, Katherine, Noah...

" I want to meet them ! "

Jenifer chimed at their names.

" You already have ! "

I said.

" Yeah, but I didn't know anything about them then.

Now I want to meet them properly.

Please take me to meet them. "

Jenifer said innocently.

How can I deny her such cute request ?

But...

" It's too late now, go to sleep.

I'll take you there tomorrow. "

I promised.

" But I want to... "

Jenifer was being stubborn.

" Jeni ! "

I said seriously to stop her from pressing onto it.

" Ok, fine ! "

Jenifer gave up half-heartedly.

" Ok, tell me something.

When you saw the wolves in the forest, you were pale, speachless and scared to death.

But now you saw me, you didn't even flinched, why ? "

I asked wondering.

" Because may be I love you !

I don't know.

I was so mesmerized to see you like that.

I loved the colour of your fur.

The white in the black, oh god so beautiful.

And your eyes ?

They were literally glowing like some... "

Jenifer was struggling to say the word, so I said it for her...

" Wild animal ! "

She gasped at my word.

" Yes !

But there wasn't any threat in those glowing green eyes.

I knew I was safe with you whatever may be the situation ! "

Jenifer said looking into my eyes.

" Don't say that ! "

I said with strain.

" Why ?

Did I said something wrong ?

Did I offended you ?

I am so sorry... "

Jenifer felt bad for she thought her words hurted me.

" Shut up !

You didn't said anything wrong nor did you offended me.

It's just that, the way you are parsing me is kinda...

Making me want to do things to you.

Like real nasty and naughty things !

So, please. "

I admitted sheepishly.

She blushed and turned around.

I wanted to go to her and rip her clothes off and take her rough but...

I can't !

She isn't my mate yet and she doesn't know anything about us !

Firstly she needs to know, accept me as her mate and then, in the spring we'd be able to do something.

Till then, I need to control myself !

I went to her and kissed her head and took her to the bed and caressed her to sleep.

Tomorrow is the big day for her.

She must rest till then.