Mike gulped down the fourth bottle of whiskey which did nothing to numb his thought, being befuddled would be an understatement, he still couldn’t believe he almost fucked her when he had been trying to keep himself from doing exactly that.
He knew she was still a virgin even at her age, and he did not want to be the one to take that from her, if he had tried to take assuage his desires over her body, he was sure she would not have stopped him at all.
He was in love with he, had been in love with her for so since the moment he set his eyes on her during that dinner where his father had announced he would be getting married to her mother the next month, but for her, it was going to be just lust because she had no feelings for him and he did not want that.