Lost in pain

Vera opened the door what she saw shocked her to the core, she dropped the key on the floor out of shock, she couldn't believe her eyes she just one guy she thought she finally had to herself, the one she kept run to when she was her lowest, and now she's down she took the risk running down here like a princess in distress all she saw was him cheating, she's definitely done with men.

" I deserve better" was all Vera said as she ran down the stairs. Sam on seeing was also surprise like damn it, she never told him she's coming, oh shit, Sam exclaimed as he jumped out of the bed " Vera" he screamed her name like a mad dog ran thinking he could meet up with her but he was too late by the he got down, the car that brought her drove off, but how did Vera get in such a car, he knows very too well even if she has the world she hates show off, "are you thinking about the car that drove her off or about the fact that you cheats" his inner mind interrupts his thought "all goddamn it love that girl" she said angrily, he kept calling but no answer, he is not planning on giving up.

Vera got into the car bursting out all her tears she cried like baby in the car forgetting that someone was with her, "I hate my life why am I this unlucky" she kept repeating, the next Vera was crying on the young man's suit, her face on his chest as she sob like a baby, sometimes she will look at his face and ask " why do men cheat, why are men heartless", when she often asked she never expected a reply because she believes he is a mute.

All that this young man could do was hold at her waist and pat her hair as she cries, he didn't say a word, he actually felt for the girls, she most be really unlucky, all this happening to her in just a day.

The driver halted just in front of a big gate, the gate was finally opened as he drives into the mansion.

The young man saw that Vera was asleep all he did was take her to the bedroom, where she can lie properly.

Saturday morning (wedding morning).

Vera woke up stretching and yawning it always takes Vera time to get up from the bed after she wakes up. Vera wriggled "uhm this bed is very comfy" Vera muttered as she continues to wriggle round the bed, she finally sat on the bed yawning, Vera opened her eyes "this definitely not room" she murmured, yeah for few days now you actually wake up trying to recall where you are or how you were transferred her inner mind reminded her, excuse you is just twice yesterday and today, I guess this is the Grey's mansion, let's go find the so called Grey she replied her inner mind.

Vera came down from the bed having looking at the room properly, wow the room is very big, she thought, thrice of your room her inner mind reminds her, " I know" Vera said loudly, she looked at the room, it was completely white and everything was well arranged, she walked to the wardrobe which was also white, she opened it, surprisingy to find male attires, this most either be Grey's room or maybe the guard's Vera thought, why most you be this stupid, how can the man you are getting wedded to today leave you in the hands of his guard, inner mind told her, it's possible you know moreover he sent his guard to pick me up, so Vera replied feeling down, she just realized what she was getting into, she never had time to think through properly and today is the day, what an unlucky she, have to suffer from birth, and now an unwanted marriage, she always thought that her marriage was the key to her happiness but here she is about to get married to a man today, who haven't set her eyes.

Vera attention diverted to the mirror, she was looking at her reflection like she couldn't recognize, who she's seeing, "fuck, I must have cried out my eyeballs, I kinda look messy buh my hair decided to cooperate today.." she talking to herself got interrupted by her inner mind, "we are suppose to go for our husband hunting".

"pls facade husband, I will make sure he gets tired of me, so he could happily sign the document of incompatibility after our required six months of togetherness" Vera said this assuring herself that after six months she will be out for good.

she steps out of bedroom the to the bathroom, washed her face, looking at herself, she kinda hate the weakling she is or have grown to be, always choice less, can never make decision without been selfless, she was always have to think about her love ones safety first, she started all over again crying silently, she can't cry loud, you infact she has never cried loud. she looked at herself once again "I hate you, I hate your ugly face, life and fate" she said to her reflection, she wiped out her tears, yes it has always been like this, she always wipe out her tears herself always, always comfort herself when she need to be comforted, she's not saying her adopted sis, pearl isn't there for her but not everytime, not when she is down, not when she is at her lowest, moreover, pearl has a bestie, Vera once had a bestie but he was a boy and they parted ways after high school, she kinda miss him though because he understands her perfectly, he always knows when she's faking and real.

"I am strong, I am highly blessed and favoured and God has a better plan for me" Vera reassured herself, she looked at the side of the sink, she saw a note beside a black nylon, she guess the note was meant for her, she picked it up and read it, it indicates that she has a new sponge, soap and toothbrush "hmm so thoughtful of him" she murmured " I guess it's time to do our morning routine".