Chapter 2 : THE STORY CONTINUES..

I kept on pushing forward alone, I was trained in any way where I don't wait for my parents to provide what I need, I was trained to work and afford whatever I need.

"Growing up alone can be so frightening but inferiority complex is the worst feelings ever"

I grew up thinking I never fitted in anything or any where since my father whom I consider more wiser than I am is so poor, I asked myself what can I Achieve if he didn't achieve it? later I realized that I had many opportunities that he never had so I can achieve greater than he never did

"There is no way a kid is going to understand the words of the old people"

"The distance between old age to younger age is like from earth to Jupiter" A kid can never comprehend.

I grew up and I realized that even the brains grows stronger and wider as we grow old weaker and the experiences and the capacities are not the same

I have done lots of odd jobs not to mention none, but verifiable, I was built with hard labours, many kinds of hard labours.

The country has failed even a child that is born today so the only chance of surviving is keeping working and never stop working because the country guarantees no benefits of citizenship.

So if you want to survive in that kind of country you work and you keep on working until one day your work will pay you, "the bigger you work the bigger your rewards"

I started doing odd jobs as a little kid, with my fellow kids I wasn't the only one,we were many but I was always outstanding in my skills and strength.

I remember sometimes in my basic education the office of general perfect was denied of me because I wasn't looking healthy, Instead they made me the assistant and they still told me why it was done that way.

Almost all the girls I caught up something serious for ignored me because my background wasn't strong and fine, but I knew what I have inside of me but I didn't know how to bring it out for people to see that things could get better tomorrow.

None of the girls I had real feelings for gave me the chance to even get near to them from my basic education till I finished my secondary education I never had anything like relationship or girlfriend

Instead I preferred secret dealings with the unwanted ones that was willing to play and go, so I struggled through social pariah with this inferiority complex till I finished my secondary education and travelled to the city with that disease.

After my secondary school graduation I decided to travel to city and spend some holidays in one of my only paternal uncle's place, I had thought that my uncle's place would at least be better than my place in the village, but I was shocked when I arrived city to my uncle's.

What I met there in the city at my uncle's was the last thing I had hoped to meet there, if it was possible for me to say I want to return to the village the moment I got to his apartment I would have said it, infact if I had any other money with me I wouldn't mind running away from there that day.

It was a typical illustration of running from frying pan to fire, my place in the village wasn't good at all but my father did his best to feed us at least two over three but in my uncle's was one over three.

But then there's one thing about God's plan and purpose for our lives, what he purported to happen must surely happen, no matter what you have planned, if it's not God's plan It will never work but if it's God's plan there is absolutely nothing that could prevent it from happening.

God's word will climb mountains and cross oceans and it will still happen, and God works in mysterious ways that men do not understand and will never understand, God is not a man and man is not God!

I never planned on going to the city to work or stay there, I had just finished my secondary education and I'm waiting for my waec results to be released so I can further my education if my results was good all through.

It was never my plan to go and work in the city talkmore of living in the city, I only came to stay few weeks with my uncle's and then I will return home to further my education but that was totally otherwise from God's plans for me.

Few weeks past my teacher in school sent me my waec results through 2go messenger app then, it was quite a beautiful result I had many B's and C's but unfortunately my English was D7 and there is nothing I could do with the result that way in this hell of a country.

Among the 75 students that sat for the exams it was about three persons that nearly escaped that English subject, most people got F9 and few of us got D's.

To me my plans has shattered, my plans of continuing my education has been dilapidated little did I know it was all God's plans

I said to myself if there were any subject that I'm supposed not to pass it shouldn't be English language that is my specialty

I was ashamed of myself that after everything I have claimed I red to pass my exams yet I couldn't still pass, I had wished and planned on continuing my education.

God had sent me an angel who promised to support my parents train me to high institution, the angel was even the one that contributed almost everything for my exams registrations with a little help from my parents.

Unfortunately I failed a subject and I would have to wait and reregister for the exams again, but there was no money and the angel had asked me to try again the next 2015

I presented the results to my uncle and he said well it's good but you will have to sit for another time.

Every day in my uncle's place we keep on..