For two Sundays now since I came back to the city and I've not gone to church and I wasn't working on Sunday I had told them that I go to church on Sundays so we agreed that I won't be coming to work on Sundays.
So I decided to go church, remember I had a big target in the church I was attending in my formal place, but I was a little bit afraid of going to the church since it was very close to the house I ran away from, so as a kid I was a little bit afraid but I asked myself if there's any reason to be afraid of them.
Since I didn't steal from them before running out, since I'm not owing them and since they are not the one that created me or created the state and the city so what do I need to be afraid of.
I summoned courage with clear conscience and I decided to go church the next Sunday.
It was Sunday already I had finished preparing for church but the little money I have with me will not be enough to convey me to the church and back.
So I trekked to the church though it was a bit far but It wasn't anything for me then and I had no other option, it's either I pay for ride with my offering money or I can trek to church and pay my offering.
I chose the formal, I trekked to church and I payed my offering but while coming back I got a free lift from our church member who was going my way.
It was a Miracle, while I was in church I had seen the joy in everyone's face for my return, it was as if they've heard the story of my escape, one of our member was a family friend to my formal boss, moreover the wife of the pastor that brought me to the church must have shared the news, because the way every one was looking at me was suspicious, but it wasn't my concern anyways but whatever maybe the stories my hands are clean
I was amazed to see the queen look at me and smiled it was unbelievable, I couldn't get it at all, I couldn't smile back at her because I must have been hallucinating again, I looked at her direction again and she was still starring at me.
I became very uncomfortable with that smile that I didn't give her back but I couldn't imagine myself smiling with her, so instead I stopped looking at her...