Who suffered most?

***Woo-woo***

With the whistle of the train, Su Anya's journey begins. The scenery outside the window was like a movie, jumping from one frame to another. 

Su Anya was sitting quietly by the window, her gaze transfixed on the moving scenery outside. Her mind was wandering, drifting from thought to thought with an unfocused intensity. 

The sun was slowly setting, the sky turning a deep orange hue. Su Anya felt a wave of sadness wash over her as she watched the landscape pass by. She could feel the emptiness inside her growing with each passing moment.

The weight of emptiness that she had been carrying for two lifetimes.

Su Anya sighed and closed her eyes, focusing on her breath as she willed her mind to find some clarity.