Regrets

"I can't do much more, other than consoling you." Su Anya said.

Su Anya tried to console Li Xin, but her words only made her feel worse.

Li Xin pulled her legs close to her chest, buried her head in her knees, and felt helpless.

The starless sky above them only added to the gloominess of the moment.

"I regretted letting my guard down against Yang Mi, I regretted idolizing Yang Mulan, I regretted working so hard to achieve my dream, I regretted everything." Li Xin's eyes lost their light as she expressed her regrets.

Li Xin struggled to keep herself distracted from unpleasant memories, but they kept haunting her when she was alone. That's why she was reluctant to leave Su Anya and the twins.

 She even felt embarrassed and angry despite knowing that she was innocent. She was afraid of accusations, that people were going to put on her, they might have already declared her theft and scolding her behind her back.