I undressed quickly when I reached home. I didn't want to have the smell of school all over me. it was enough that I'll have to sit around with people with no forms of brains or what ever but, having me smell as boy-like, now that was a no go.
Well speaking about my family now, I think its time for the proper introduction.
I have three sisters and a brother namely; kira, Maddie, baby and the boy Immanuel. Kira is the oldest, followed by Immanuel, then maddie, then me, and the baby of the house, baby.
My mum and dad are pretty normal parents- no weirdness attached. I love them, or maybe when dad's not being too grouchy, or whatever- forget it.
I headed downstairs for dinner.
"So baby how was school today"
"It was okay ma"
"Did you make new friends"
" No "
"Why?"
" Because people are weird mum" . please stop asking me questions ma. i want to eat.
" Leave her alone, she's a snub, Kira the eldest said almost with a frown. "No Matter how you try mum she's always going to be on her own". If my sister thinks that, what she said was enough to annoy me....she was damn wrong
Dinner was pretty much quiet. After dinner I did the dishes and headed up to my room, but not before I was stalked by my brother.
" Where do you think you're going young lady without returning my laptop charger".
"I am not with your laptop charger" I said with a month filled with peanuts.
" Liar !!! Better return it....if not I'll make you regret it"
"Mummy" imma is threatening me again.
"Don't threaten your sister" my mum replied almost uninterested
Hmmptf..... you're always spoiling her, imma cursed almost inaudibly
I quickly went to my room to avoid more of those kind of activities. note to self.... big brothers are the worst. you're damn lucky if you don't have one.
I went to my phone for at least, the slightest form of entertainment but, what I saw almost shocked me
*One message received*
"๐๐๐ฎ ๐๐๐๐ฎ"
Baby!... I've never had someone called me baby before. I was a pretty short person so I often get misunderstood as a junior in most cases, but baby, my o my.
I saw the recipient of the message, it was max. I frowned. Well, it would be nice if he actually meant it. Typical max always joking around.
"๐๐ข๐ข๐ข....๐ฌ๐๐ค ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฎ" I jokingly typed.
" ๐ ๐จ๐๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค๐๐๐ฎ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐จ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ ๐ข๐๐จ๐จ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช โ๏นโ"
"๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐..? ๐๐ค๐ช ๐ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช'๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ค๐ฃ๐ก๐ฎ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ โ๏ฟฃ '๏ฟฃโ "
I gasped immediately when I saw this message. Me his only love, I knew he was joking but it felt quite real. I couldn't figure out why I felt more sad than happy.
*Incoming message*
"๐๐ค๐ก๐ฏ... ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช'๐ซ๐ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ก๐๐๐..๐ ๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช'๐ง๐ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ ๐จ๐๐ง๐๐ค๐ช๐จ๐ก๐ฎ,๐๐๐๐๐ช๐จ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐ง๐, ๐๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ช๐ก๐ ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ง๐ ไน ห ๐ค ห ใ "
My heart sank....."so much to expect from the so called love"
"๐๐๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐จ๐๐ง๐๐ค๐ช๐จ๐ก๐ฎ, ๐๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐ซ๐๐ง ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐จ๐๐ง๐๐ค๐ช๐จ ๐๐ฃ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐ ๐ก๐๐๐?๐๐๐. ๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐จ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ค๐ฃ'๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐๐ฃ๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ง๐ข ๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐ง๐ค๐ช๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ง๐ค๐ข ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐ค๐ฉ๐๐๐ง ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ก๐๐ง๐๐๐ฃ๐๐จ... ๐"
"๐ฎ๐ค๐ช'๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ช๐๐ ๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐๐ฃ, ๐๐๐ฃ๐. ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฉ'๐จ ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช'๐ก๐ก ๐ฃ๐๐ซ๐๐ง ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐"
"๐๐ค๐ข๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ง๐ค๐ข ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐จ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ค ๐๐๐จ ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐ง๐ฎ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ก, ๐๐ค๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ค ๐ฎ๐๐๐ง๐จ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฌ" I replied him. well, I was ready for him today. he thinks he could get to me easily, not this time max.
love! love? what the fuck does he think he's talking about. I've had boys fall for me before but, that was in kindergarten when, I helped a guy tie his shoes. well since then, I haven't had any kind of relationship experience.
.....sigh, how I secretly wished to be part of them.
I couldn't tell when I drifted to sleep.