Sane

Waking up every morning used to be so much joy, I'd wake up and turn to the other side just to be met with the morning sun, and then immediately i get so much energy t9 go through the day, but that was when i was still pretty much younger. Now waking up in the morning feels like a chore i have to keep up with.

So many times i wonder why the big man up there even allows me wake up, because i don't really see the point to this life.

Anyway i get up, clean my room, try to get in the right mood for today.

Oh yeah im a female if you're wondering, and y'all are gonna see this world through my thoughts, honestly though i feel like im the only sane person in this life.