"What can I do? Who should I tell? How would Jalie react to this? I have never gone through all of this and I am shocked to see this, I never even thought about this, I never felt this bad about all of this, how could this be happening?" I whispered to myself.
I was feeling crazy.
I started thinking about everything that was going on and how it happened. I had to think about it, I had to analyse the whole situation.
I walked out of the room and I saw Jalie coming through the aisle.
I had to start talking so she wouldn't notice what I was going through. I had to do something, before she realized what I was up to.
"Hey, how are you going about the LUNCH today?" I emphasised the Lunch part and I could not bear it again. I was feeling weird that she might find out.
"Which lunch?" She asked.
"I was feeling bad, I was feeling bad." I said it repeatedly and I did not know she could hear me.