Chapter one hundred and six

 

I was thinking about everything so deeply and I found out that it all started when Jessica adopted me. If she didn't adopt me, I would not have had such a messy life. She didn't tell me about How crazy and weird her family was.

 

I didn't even have a choice to choose where I want to be , who I want to stay with and which family I would love as my own.

 

And my real parents? Finding out they actually do exist created a couple of questions in my head. I was feeling so bad that I could not control, I could not help myself. Either way, I was proud that even after all that happened, I was still going.

 

I was still down, seeing everything better. One thing motivated me, my child.

 

I didn't know the father of the child. I was not even sure about the guy I was mated to. I did not know if I should give up on what I felt.

 

I went into the wardrobe and I picked up a box where I kept some spare journals.