I MISSED HIM SO MUCH :(

I don't know i just feel i feel missed him so much today even we already talk but i still feel like i missed him and i just want him here now with me and spend time with me because i don't know since he left i feel like empty and i just want him right now be by my side and spend time with me.

I just feel like want to do everything we always do together when he was here and i just want to drive around with him and enjoyed the time we spend together and i just do some sweet things together.

But i don't know if he can do a sweet thing with me because its seems like he trying to hold himself from to do sweet things with me which i don't know why and its always be me who trying do a sweet thing with him and which it's kind of makes me sad but i know that he had really bad past which makes him like that and i know that he need adjust with everything.