DONT UNDERSTAND IT

I just don't understand him why he did this to me i mean like i told him all the time that he can tell me everything even its sharp one i don't care about it because i love him so much and i want us to be honest to each other and i want us more open to each other.

I just already told him that i might not suit with open relationship things because I've been in this situation before and even though i am still trying to do it because i love him and i want to make him happy but i don't know if i can handle it because i really feel crazy about this and i feel like i lost my mind to think about it.

But i am giving all my trust to him and also i giving all my best to keep everything okay and to makes everything is going to work but i don't know i just can pray that i can do it because i really do love him but its feel so hard because it's not just open relationship but also, we are do a long-distance relationship which makes me need to put so much afford on it.