MISSING HIM :(

I don't know i feel like i always miss him every day and i don't know why i mean like we already talk even its shortly but i just feel like i missed him so much and i just want to be with him right now but i cant because he was far and i feel like i really want a cuddle from him and laying next to him and enjoy the quiet evening with him but i know that i can't do that now because he was not here right now.

I mean if i can be honest even he does some stuff i didn't really like it but i just still missed him and can't even got upset with him and i don't know why and maybe it's because i just love him so deeply until i even can't get angry with him but anyway i don't care about it because i just care about him and i am going to try to be forgot about everything even its going to be hard but i will try harder for that and i am not going to give up on him.