I SHOULD KNOWN

I was to confident and i am was fall to fast until i forgot about everything and i should know that this kind of this is not gonna be easy for me its like a challanges and i should take it very carefully but i just forgot.

I just forgot about everything because i became blindless but i cant help myself because all the things already happens i just can take it and trying to handle it no matter what happens thats all i could do.

I wish evertyhing will slowly get better soon but its just hurt and shoking after you know all the things which you dont wish to know about but suddenly you just know it and you even didnt expecting it.

I just still disbelieve and i am shoking i wish there is no more suprise or a new things that i didnt expect it and i didnt wish to know it because its really hurts when you know it just like that without your preperad for that to happens.