DAMN SCARED

I am so damn scared of losing you everytime we fight think that this is it.. that i'll do something or say something because over-care.. i ask to much too and cross lines.. honestly dont do it on purpose everything inside me just wants to help even when i dont know how, or dont know if i even can help i always want to and always try.

And it comes acroos like i'm just trying to direspect what you tell me to do.. when in reality, just want to help.. deep down i know you will never stop loving me, and i tell myself that everyday, but there's that moment of instant fear that course through me every time we hang up.. or every time something happens.. you are everything i have ever wanted.. it would absolutely tear me apart to ever lose you.

I'm willing to work through anything and everything to fight for us.. because every square milimeter of me adores you and wants you.. sometimes it doesnt seem like it.. text is hard.. i hate it with a passion.. but trust me.. all i ever think about is you, you mean the world to me.. and i cant just let someone go without trying to overprotect.. none of that is ever meant to hurt you..i'm so sorry for overstepping and not backing off.