SILENCE...

Once the heart gets too heavy with pain, and wondering if they done something wrong, people don't cry. They turn silent. Completely silent. Even themself didn't know what to do and why they are in silent.

I am so sorry if I was in silent for quite sometimes isn't because i was upset but it's all might be only because I was on situation which I was wondering and about some stuff that makes me like that its always happens to me I am so sorry for that.

And also, sometimes I would be better in silent then I was talk and say something because I was still not ready to face it even, I was already known what is going on around and I didn't make the person I love more or someone close with me got upset after I answer and talk because sometimes, I could be bitchy and nasty on the way I answered it.

And I really thankful that I finally meet you and I really put a lot of for both of us my love and I know is not going to be easy journey for us and I am so sorry if I was really sorry for being such an asshole and a bad guy Stevie and thank you so much for stand by my side these last few times, we've been together babe.