JUST WONDERING

I just wandering is all relationship it was like this all the times like after a year that you've been together and you are just seeming like you not as enthusiasm as the beginning when you are starting a relationship that person.

And is it all person is need always to be in open relationship these days to keep their relationship still alive and is it people these days can't do any monogamy relation anymore and I didn't try to said its weird I just wondering what's wrong with that kind of relationship.

Is it all because they just want to have fun outside of their relationship with somebody else, I mean they can have fun with their partner, why they should have fun outside and with their partner too, is it not stranges?. What is the different between their partner and somebody they meet outside of their relationship.

But anyway, it's not because I have a doubt about my relationship with him now or anything because I really trust him. I just wondering why should we have an open relationship. When you know very clearly that i am not trying to have fun with someone else and you know that it will be never happen because is not me.

But no matter what the reason is I will try to understand it even it's really hard things to do and it is going to be a difficult task to me to do because i was never been on that kind of relationship before, but I think we just doing fine so far after a while we are been together.