ONE THING I LEARN.

One thing that I'm learning is that you can be happy, hurting and healing all at the same time. Healing isn't an overnight process; you don't decide you want to get better and wake up the next day feeling like a new person.

It's a long journey; it's painful and raw and heavy but it is also magical and exciting and inspiring and you start to fall in love with parts of yourself you never thought you could. You'll have days where you feel like you can't go on, but you must.

Because eventually things that used to hurt won't hurt so much anymore and everything will feel so much lighter so if you're feeling overwhelmed and scared and tired of fighting it all the time; trust the process, trust that what is meant for you will find you and you will be ok.

And also, if he was meant for you, he will be there for you and nobody going to stealing him from you and even they tried so hard he will be always be back to you no matter what happened and they will find the way around to get you back.