YOU KNOW.

You know what there is one times I've ever thought that perhaps I don't deserve nice things, cause I'm paying for the sins I never made and it's just makes me feel stranges and I don't even understand it.

I mean I'm always trying to be nice and good to all people but sometimes people just not good with me it's just like I was do something bad to them so they are can't be friendly and good to me which makes me more feel weird.

In my family we never got teach to be a bad person my mom always trying to teach to appreciate everything that we got and to always value everything that we had and my mom also teach us to be nice to other people because my mom believe we will get something in return one day even we didn't know it.

But that question is still there why I paying the sins that I don't even make it and its alwasy makes me keep wondering what did I do so I needed to pay all of that and how I do that anyway.